It's Done

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Registered: 03-25-2007
It's Done
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Fri, 08-10-2007 - 5:17pm

Got up this morning, ate breakfast, worked out, took a shower, and loaded the car with the suitcase and backpack from my two weeks in Boulder, just in case. Also took two Xanax.

Sat down and had lunch with my DH,

It's DONE.

There was this awful silence. There were tears. I'm his best friend. I can't imagine how he treats his enemies. Then I was all worried about the emotions, living conditions, the kids, how great a guy he is and how he needs somebody to really love him the way he needs to be loved. I'm about the fact that I will be going out to meet people and can he handle that?
He's all about the investments, the houses, the money, the divorce, getting a lawyer. How differently we think.

After about an hour, I went to get my exercise ball filled at work and sit at Barnes and Noble and read Out Magazine for a change in public. As I am picking up the magazine, over walks dd's first grade teacher. I quickly picked up Newsweek instead. lol

Well, I'm pretty numb. I expect there will be other emotions as the weeks move on. I am leaving tomorrow to stay with a friend for Saturday night. Can't imagine what he thinks. Kind of scary, but no violence, no threats.

Thanks for you all for being here. I will need you in the next few months, maybe years.

Hugs

Blue

BLUE DIA

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Registered: 04-29-2007
Mon, 08-13-2007 - 8:24pm

Hi ting!

I know, I have been bad not posting but things have been uneventful up until the last month. This is all new for me, didn't feel like I was experienced enough to contribute advice on much. Anyway, I will write more when I have more of a chance. I may need some advice with this turn of events.

thanks for the thought!
michelle

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Registered: 03-25-2007
Tue, 08-14-2007 - 5:52pm

Thanks, babe, this is the weirdest,saddest thing that has ever happened to me and I've been through some crap. Well, not a lot, but some of it sure has been weird.

Hugs

Sue

BLUE DIA
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Registered: 03-25-2007
Tue, 08-14-2007 - 5:55pm

Thanks, Seb, you always have good thoughts to ponder.

Hugs

Sue

BLUE DIA
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Registered: 06-05-2007
Wed, 08-15-2007 - 8:40pm

((((((((Blue))))))))

I have been so busy with work! I missed you BIG news. Will try and catch up.

BIG HUGS

Roxy

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