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talking about it w/out talking directly
| Sun, 08-26-2007 - 10:15pm |
Ummm. I need to talk about K. But it may not be smart. I am feeling a little shutdown and restless (weird combination of feelings). She is working on her stuff. NC for a while.
I feel so....odd. I am okay about the NC. But my feelings of detachment (healthy) make me feel so odd at the same time. Part of me feel numb and i hate that feeling. It makes me feel uncomfortable. I cant put my finger on it.
I dont know. I just wanted to put it out there and not feel so isolated about it.
Cant go into details... Anyway feels good just to reach out.
Hugs to all.
Roxy

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Roxy,
We always want people to only post when they feel safe here, but can I at least ask Why you can't talk about it?
Sending supporting hugs across the miles (((((((((Roxy)))))))))))
*Hugs
Sorry that you feel like you can't share what's going on. Sometimes just asking for a hug is a good thing. But I do hope that you are ok.
Hugs,
Seb
Hugs,
Sebastian
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Thanks Seb...yeah I am okay. It was helpful to talk about feelings and sort things out when i did. This place is great for that. I will take the hug!
Roxy
Ok here you are *Sebastian opens his arms and closes them around you and gives you a gentle, respectful squeeze and lets you go.
Seb
Hugs,
Sebastian
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awww thank you! I hate when i feel so groundless. Could be just life stress.
Hugs back
Roxy
(((((Roxy))))
I'm sure you'll be feeling lots of different things as your relationship with K changes and her circumstances change.
I hope she is ok. Post whatever words you need to - we've got lots of hugs to go around.
*hugs* Roxy,
Hang in there and hopefully things will get better soon. I am so sorry...but I have no idea what NC means.
Keep your chin up
Thanks Ting...i just feel so detached. And that detached feeling is uncomfortable to me. I feel a little flat. And generally i dont feel flat. I think i tend to be very aware of feelings and watch myself for slight signs of depression. I fought depression in my 20s...the killer kind, so i take a lot of proactive measures-- like i even abstain from alcohol because of its depressive qualities.
This gray feeling is over me now...not sadness...just nothing. Why dont i miss, miss miss her more? I just seem to want to be alone? Maybe it's left over anxiety from visiting family. Or just needing alone time..ugh
Hugs
Roxy
((moondaizy!)) Thanks...! NC= no contact.
We have NC right now...
Hugs
Roxy
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