ok so I get a ph call on Monday...
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ok so I get a ph call on Monday...
| Tue, 11-06-2007 - 1:43am |
Asking me if I will be available to have the breast reduction surgery on Wednesday! Are you kidding??!!!
Well weds is tomorrow in my part of the world. I think I am getting cold feet. Do I really need to go through with this???
Sheesh who am I kidding? This was the whole reason I lost the weight- when I first saw the surgeon my weight was an anaesthetic risk- he said if I really wanted this, I would lost the weight and I did.
Then I get to feeling a little bit guilty because I know there are people out there who need this much more than I do. Kind of worried that I will get there and be told don't waste our time...but it's more than a physical problem- comes with so much psychological baggage as well and THAT can't be measured in a bra size.
Does borderline long QT make me a surgery risk? Is this worth the risk?
Ah but then again, I DID put in the work and I have earned this. No more DD and E cups. I want to be a C. Maybe if the job isn't as big as they expect they can fill in the allocated time by doing a tummy tuck as well? The quick weight loss really shows.
So tomorrow.... Wednesday is the day. Gives "hump day" a whole new meaning, doesn't it?
During my days off work, I will have to find a new matchbox car to pose in front of for my "after" sig image eh? You did all realise that yellow car was a matchbox car from my collection? I like to play with paint shop pro :-)
Well weds is tomorrow in my part of the world. I think I am getting cold feet. Do I really need to go through with this???
Sheesh who am I kidding? This was the whole reason I lost the weight- when I first saw the surgeon my weight was an anaesthetic risk- he said if I really wanted this, I would lost the weight and I did.
Then I get to feeling a little bit guilty because I know there are people out there who need this much more than I do. Kind of worried that I will get there and be told don't waste our time...but it's more than a physical problem- comes with so much psychological baggage as well and THAT can't be measured in a bra size.
Does borderline long QT make me a surgery risk? Is this worth the risk?
Ah but then again, I DID put in the work and I have earned this. No more DD and E cups. I want to be a C. Maybe if the job isn't as big as they expect they can fill in the allocated time by doing a tummy tuck as well? The quick weight loss really shows.
So tomorrow.... Wednesday is the day. Gives "hump day" a whole new meaning, doesn't it?
During my days off work, I will have to find a new matchbox car to pose in front of for my "after" sig image eh? You did all realise that yellow car was a matchbox car from my collection? I like to play with paint shop pro :-)



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Congratulations, Ven! I don't know how far ahead you are but I'm assuming the surgery is over by now. I hope it all went well and that your recovery will be quick. I'm so happy for you. I know this will improve your quality of life.
Let us know how you're doing.
Hugs
It sounds to me as though you will benefit greatly from this.
Pieces of My Life
Oh Ven.. you make it sound so sudden! I suppose those are just last-minute nerves talking. I hope the op has gone well and that you're recovering nicely. Maybe you're already messing with that Paint Shop program, planning the newest pose for us?
Take good care hon and know we're thinking
Congrats, Ven! I hope everything has gone well. I was wondering where you had gotten off to. Take care during recovery. This is just awesome for you!
Hugs
Blue
Yo, Nony, haven't seen you for awhile. Hope all is well.
Did ya bring the truck?
Blue
I'm so excited for you! Good luck! Take it easy and have a speedy recovery!
Hugs,
Shannon
Hi Blue :)
All is indeed well. We moved house this last month (must be THE season for that) and ended up without internet for an awfully long time!
Are you telling me the dumpturck full of m&m's hasn't arrived at yours yet? omg, how
Nah, not so tough. I mugged small children on Halloween for their m & m's. They never knew what hit them.
"Nah, not so tough. I mugged small children on Halloween for their m & m's." LOL!!!!
LOL!!!! awwww...you are
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