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| Sun, 04-24-2005 - 11:54am |
Well today is the worse yet. I have only been up for 40 minutes and I already feel terrible. I have the dizzyness, shakes, and a full feeling in my head like I can't lift my head. I don't know what is going on here but I am getting so frustrated. I can't do this for another year. Last year I spent 3 months in bed and if I do that again it is quite possible that I will lose my husband and who knows what it will do to my son.
I am taking the Klonopin and it helps a little but when I wake up in the morning it has warn off and I feel bad again. I can feel myself slipping back into last years situation. I haven't been out in 4 days and I am spose to take my son to school tomarrow and I am really dreading that.
I don't mean to whine I just what to get better, or at least able to deal with this.
Thank You for Listening
Sarah



Blessings, Suz
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Hi Suz!
I loved the Dr. who diagnosed me with Panic Disorder he was so good. Everytime I had some way out there idea he would run the tests even if he new if was just the anxiety. The reason that I am not seeing him anymore is because I changed insurance companies. My new company said that I could see this doctor for 8 more visits but they lied so now I have to find a new doctor. The other problem is that because I got a second opion before I can not even go back to the Heath Center here in town which rules out all the doctors in town. I can't even see a new doctor till after the 1st and then I just have to pick one and hopefully he will be good.
Sarah
I am sorry you feel so awful! When you do get up and move around
are you able to do the things you need to do? Shower, get dressed etc?
I think that what you are experiencing is very scary to you and know
that it is difficult but you do need to get through this until the
1st. When this happened last year had anything traumatic happened
to you at that time? I just wonder if you expect to feel this way
because it is April? I don't mean that you don't feel these things
but is it from worry? That would be hard to know!! Just thinking outloud
sorry- is there anything you can do to distract yourself? Do you
feel better when playing with your son or when you hubby is home?
You will be OK just remind yourself of that!! And just keep
trying to get out of your head!! If you want to email me please do!
I know how rotten you feel! Take care, Judy
Judy -
I am able to get up and get things done but I feel like I have to rest alot. I don't always want to get up but I force myself.
Last year a couple of months before everything started I had an experiance with my birth mother. It is a long story but in a nut shell she wanted to have contact with me and I wasn't sure but I decided to go ahead a write her letter. Well then she changed her mind and with no explanation I never heard from her again. My therapist thinks that probably has something to do with it. I have also thought that maybe I just don't feel well because I expect to fell bad. I don't know it is hard to tell.
I mostly feel better when I am alone. My husband can be very mean and doesn't understand at all so he is not much help.
Sarah