OMG I took the 1st step...
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| Thu, 04-28-2005 - 9:31am |
Last night Dh was going grocery shopping ( I had posted about it) I decided that I was feeling good and told him that I'd like to go.
We left the twins with my Mom so he could concentrate on me if I needed it.
I even drove there and actually laughed with dh. At one point I felt my body temp. start to spike up (the 1st sign for me) and I calmly started talking to dh and told myself that it was not real. It worked.
I am finally started to get back in reality. I have been in my own world for over a week.
I think the meds are starting to kick in.
The only thing is that I stil work up and my heart was pounding and I was shaking. I just hugged my babies and tild myself not to expect miracles right away but that I am making progress.
I am now starting to get scared about this happening again. I am in therapy and jtaking my meds... I know that I'm doing all I can but the fear is there and so real. I don't know how I've made it through the past week.
Thank you to all of you who have been such a great support system...
~Heather
| Thu, 04-28-2005 - 11:26am |

| Thu, 04-28-2005 - 12:12pm |
