Feeling Alittle Anxiety

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Registered: 10-12-2004
Feeling Alittle Anxiety
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Fri, 04-29-2005 - 9:36pm

Hi everyone hope you are all having a great weekend. I started back to work this week on Tuesday and it has been great, getting back to a having to be up early, making sure I have everything ready the night before and just getting out the door is something I'll have to get used to again. But it is sooo nice to be out and around people again, it was a very long winter for me. I really enjoy my job and dealing with people all day isn't a problem for me, maybe I'll change my tunes come July when I will be talking to 100 + people aday! LOL
Today when I got home I was OK just abit tired, but tonite around 7:45pm while watching TV, I couldn't keep my eyes open, I dosed off for maybe 10 minutes,when I woke I was having papulations and my stomach was anxious and I felt alittle dizzy, and I was still so tired, this kind of freaked me out because I never ever fall asleep in a chair and rarley ever feel so tired that I can't keep my eyes open. After abit I just felt so weak and nauses and sore all over. Tomorrow will be my 5th day straight working , I have sunday off. Plus I have been suffering with tendinitis in my right arm,I have had it for afew years now but the last mth it has been bothering me alot, but tue nite when I went to bed ,OH my talk about pain, i didn't sleep all nite, by 5am I was crying, I just wanted to cut my arm off it was so bad, and I knew I had to be up for work in afew hrs. I did the hot water bottel, tiger balm and for those that no me I even got out the ibprofin and actully took 2 of them, i haven't taken anything since my anxiety started and I was put on meds, one of my fears is mixing drugs, even though I know deep down that my anxiety drug and a ibprofin won't hurt me, so after 7mths I took one and guess what I was fine! LOL So for those of you that no me this was a break through, so you must know that I was in major pain!!!The sad thing about it all is that I suffered for soo long and the ibprofin really helped. Its almost like abusing yourself isn't it? Anyway I'm feeling abit better now and I think I'll go to bed early tonite and pray for a good sleep. Deep down I know this anxiety was brought on by the change in my routine and maybe the sleepless nite I had this week. I always have my anxiety attacks at home, while at work or out anywhere I'm always fine, maybe once in awhile slight nervousness when out but nothing serious, its always at home, I guess its my safe place to just let go.
i guess i just needed to talk this out, so whoever reads this thanks for taking the time!

Brenda (Bee)

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Registered: 03-19-2003
Fri, 04-29-2005 - 11:54pm

Hi Bee!

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Registered: 03-11-2004
Sat, 04-30-2005 - 7:14am
Hi, Bee! I am happy to know that you
 

 


 



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Registered: 10-12-2004
Sat, 04-30-2005 - 7:07pm

Thanks Dusty all you said was sooo true! I am feeling much better today!

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Bee

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Registered: 10-12-2004
Sat, 04-30-2005 - 7:15pm

Thank You Jan you and Dusty are great board member's you always have such kind and encouraging replies for everyone. I always feel sooo much better when I hear from you both. Just that you take the time to answer every post and with so much wisdom. The heartfelt caring for each of us shows in your replies.

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brenda