A bit discouraged..
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| Tue, 05-10-2005 - 12:11pm |
I had posted a message but I don't know where it went.
I had 2 pretty good days, stil feeling a little out of it but ok for the most part.
Today I woke up and had that out of reality out of it feeling... I wassn't really feeling anxious I just had that bad feeling.
I am just watching tv and I felt my body temp rise and i got dizzy and started to feel anxious. I don't know why I'm anxious, its a beautiful day and I don;t have to go anywhere.
I don't understand why I was feeling better and now today I'm not. I'm on edge again..
I really thought that I was making progress now I am discouraged.
Did this happen to any of you? I just need this to end... yesterday was 3 weeks since I had my 1st panic attack. ENOUGH ALREADY!!
My head also feels big today and my Dr said yesterday that she saw that my sinus's were a bit swollen and I had some allergies, she gave me a nasal spray but i am afraid to take it. I am so weird. I hate to take medicine, I am always scared that I will be alleric and something terrible will happen from it.
I guess I'm just venting.. maybe its because I want to take the klonopin tonight but I am scared that i will feel drugged and more out of it. I also think that I have to try someting to get me through this. I am also afraid if its addictive nature..
Heather
Edited 5/10/2005 12:13 pm ET ET by hmeshow
| Wed, 05-11-2005 - 12:00am |

