A bit discouraged..

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A bit discouraged..
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Tue, 05-10-2005 - 12:11pm

I had posted a message but I don't know where it went.

I had 2 pretty good days, stil feeling a little out of it but ok for the most part.

Today I woke up and had that out of reality out of it feeling... I wassn't really feeling anxious I just had that bad feeling.
I am just watching tv and I felt my body temp rise and i got dizzy and started to feel anxious. I don't know why I'm anxious, its a beautiful day and I don;t have to go anywhere.
I don't understand why I was feeling better and now today I'm not. I'm on edge again..

I really thought that I was making progress now I am discouraged.

Did this happen to any of you? I just need this to end... yesterday was 3 weeks since I had my 1st panic attack. ENOUGH ALREADY!!

My head also feels big today and my Dr said yesterday that she saw that my sinus's were a bit swollen and I had some allergies, she gave me a nasal spray but i am afraid to take it. I am so weird. I hate to take medicine, I am always scared that I will be alleric and something terrible will happen from it.

I guess I'm just venting.. maybe its because I want to take the klonopin tonight but I am scared that i will feel drugged and more out of it. I also think that I have to try someting to get me through this. I am also afraid if its addictive nature..

Heather




Edited 5/10/2005 12:13 pm ET ET by hmeshow
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Registered: 03-11-2004
Wed, 05-11-2005 - 12:00am
Until you get stabilized on your meds, Heather, ups & downs will occur. Better to put them behind you for today & start afresh tomorrow. Believe me, if I had a magic wand, I would make you all better. It's difficult to know that you're struggling. Have you tried letting the anxiety pass through you or over you & not struggle? Sometimes that makes things a bit more peaceful. Tell us if you can, how the rest of the day went. Did you get to chat? How about the klonopin & the nasal spray? I have thought about you & said a few prayers. Hope to hear from you tomorrow. GNDLTBBB (((hugs))) jan