Danielle...
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| Sun, 05-22-2005 - 9:25am |
I know that today is going to be such a hard day for you.
I know that I haven't been on this board long but I want you to know that I have become so attached to all of you.
If it werern't for all of you I don't think I'd be doing so well...
With that said..
I want you to know that I will help you in ANY way I can. I know you said that you don;t have any help where you are so I assume that you don't really have anyone to visit you or anything.
If you even need anything please let me know, I will call you and we can chat if that will help. I'll give you my phone number in case you ever need to call, and you could call anytime.
Anyway I just wanted to let you know that I (and the rest of the board) are here for you. Please take advantage of us and lean on us..
((((BIG HUGS))))
Heather

Please check in and let us know how you are. I have been thinking about you all day...
Heather
Thank you Heather. I am a wreck, Just call me the xanax queen today and just when I thought it couldn't get worse I had words with my mother. I called her to give her sympathy, she had to put her dog to sleep yesterday and it turned into a let's attack Danielle talk and I was even worse when I got off the phone with her which is exactly when dh called to check in and I didn't want him to hear me that way. He is making good time, he's already in Texas which is great but I want him to turn around and come home. I know each day will get a little better. I'm exhausted emotionally, tired from the xanax but am determined to watch my sunday night tv shows and wait for his call when he settles into a hotel for the night.
Thank you for caring and checking in on me Heather, no one else has which has me very upset too. Right now I feel so alone and my mom just didn't understand that. She has no idea how alone I feel on a daily basis even when dh is here and now he's gone and I don't have any one. My kids are only going to get me so far, I crave adult companionship and I am going to lack that over the next 5 weeks no matter how much I chat on the phone or spend time on the web. When I look around I am still going to be alone.
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
Hysterectomy & Alternatives
Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST
"No heaven will not ever Heaven be; Unless my cats are there to welcome me." --Unknown
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Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
I am sorry to hear that you are not doing well.
Is their anyone who can come and visit you? If I lived closer I would but I am pretty much across the country.
I wish that I could do more for you. I will talk to you as much as you need and do all that I can for you.
Take Care of yourself and give your little ones big hugs and kisses and let them help get you through.
Email me anytime and like I said, I would be happy to talk on the phone with you..
((((BIG HUGS))) '
Heather
Thank you Heather.
No, there is no one. I'm going to have to get through this on my own.
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
Hysterectomy & Alternatives
Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST
"No heaven will not ever Heaven be; Unless my cats are there to welcome me." --Unknown
http://members.tripod.com/angelkitty16-ivil/
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
Danielle, I wish you were here at Cherry Pt. I know how you feel, I wish I had someone here, as well. Maybe we could do a special day time chat with you?! Are you watching Grey's Anatomy? I just had a breakdown when that guy coded, I must be an emotional wreck! I just started crying, lol!
Sheri Ann
Sheri Ann
Yes, I am watching Grey's Anatomy & waiting for dh to call to tell me he's stopped at a hotel for the night.
I'm going to shut my computer down now, I'm pretty upset with my friends becasue they haven't even asked anything about dh leaving. I decided to get the journal out that I bought and I did that. It was a pathetic entry but for the way I"m feeling there is no huge surprise in that.
I'll check in again tomorrow.
Thank you all for your support, It means the world to me especially knowing that you all understand the emotions that I am feeling. At least I'm not totally alone.
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
Hysterectomy & Alternatives
Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST
"No heaven will not ever Heaven be; Unless my cats are there to welcome me." --Unknown
http://members.tripod.com/angelkitty16-ivil/
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,