I'm so tired today
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| Thu, 05-26-2005 - 12:54pm |
I don't know if it's just from all the running I've done in the past few days, the sleepless nights last week before dh left, emotions or a combination of all. I went to bed at 9:30 last night and slept until 7:45 this morning. I don't feel depressed so I don't think that is it although I don't doubt that is why I am going to bed early. The worst part of this whole thing so far has been being lonely.
Of course housing chewing me out about our lawn didn't help either. What annoyed me the most is that the lawns they are supposed to maintain because the house is vacant look like garbage. My lawn looked great compared to theirs so I ended up mowing the lawn and was so overheated it wasn't funny. I know that's my meds and I shouldn't be doing the lawn but I felt bad to call dhs friend over after he had worked all day so I mowed and then he came over to weed wack for me because something is wrong with ours. He told me I should have called him to do the lawn and said next time not to do it myself. It's not that I mind help, it's that I feel guilty asking for it.
Well I think i'm going to laydown and read a book for a while. I"ll be back later.
Hope you are all well. Heather, How are you doing?
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
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Hey Danielle,
I am sorry