I can't do this..............
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I can't do this..............
| Fri, 05-27-2005 - 7:14pm |
My kids are making me crazy, I don't know how I am going to deal. I'm so stressed out right now that my dinner is making me nauseated. I just took a xanax so I"m sure I'll feel a little better in a few minutes but I've been taking too many a day imho. I can't do this, I just don't know how, I feel like I'm going to have a melt down
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST
"No heaven will not ever Heaven be; Unless my cats are there to welcome me." --Unknown

I'm a 28yr old sahm of daughter 7 and son 5 whose husband is down in Mississippi for school for 6 weeks. I haven't even made it through week one without having a breakdown. My dx is Bipolar 1, GAD, PTSD and minor OCD.
I want my husband. I just can't do this, I'm not strong enough
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
Hysterectomy & Alternatives
Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST
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Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
Once upon a time I wanted to be a dr,
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
Danielle, maybe you should post a chat tonight, if you want a few of us to get together & keep you company. When things get bad here, I try to bribe my son! lol! sometimes it works, sometimes it doesn't. I tell him he can stay up later if he goes to bed & i'll put a movie on in his room, stuff like that. Just to get him settled down & quiet. He will usually fall asleep. Or I make a tent under the table or between 2 chairs, something new to keep him quiet. And of course, bathtime, he was in there for almost 3 hours yesterday. I felt so stressed. I just sat on the floor outside the door & read a book. That way I could watch him in the mirror & he couldn't see me, so he just played contently with his toys in there. Be creative. Maybe you should hook up with a deployed spouses group, or something of that sort. I know you are reluctant, but those woman are in the same position & are right there with you. I didn't want to make friends with the other wives, but in retrospect, I know alot of women who did benefit from their support! Hugs going your way! (and some prayers, too!)
Sheri Ann
Sheri Ann