HEATHER......

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Registered: 05-16-2005
HEATHER......
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Sat, 05-28-2005 - 12:17pm

Heather,just wanted to know how you were doing today?I am glad your dh fixed the cp,i about go crazy when mine is down.

 

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In reply to: chatsalot34
Sat, 05-28-2005 - 10:05pm

Hi Jeanie,


Thanks for asking!


I had a pretty good day, we were in the yard most of the day and then we went to the mall.


I had a few moments where I felt as though i was loosing it but I caught myself.


We went to a Chinese restraunt and I felt myself starting to space out and get that awful feeing, I just went with it and kept talking to my kiddos and I was ok.


Are you doing Ok??? Let me know...ok!


Heather

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Registered: 04-07-2003
In reply to: chatsalot34
Sun, 05-29-2005 - 12:23am
Heather GOOD TO HEAR you are pulling yourself out of the
nasty feelings!! Great job! I am glad you are doing things
and keep it up! Take care, Judy
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In reply to: chatsalot34
Sun, 05-29-2005 - 11:07am
hi heather,sry it took me so long to get back to you.just trying to stay busy.i keep havin my moments ,just like you.i went and had my hair trimmed and eye brows waxed yesterday which went well.i just always have that inner rush where i have to RUSH IN AND RUSH OUT.my mind is always moving so fast.my friends say i am the only person they know that can be doing dishes and in my mind already be mopping the floor.hey thats better then having a panic attack.i always have energy to burn off.one other thing ,about that spacy feeling...ya ever notice that ya dont notice that feeling until ya think about it????

 

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Registered: 01-26-2005
In reply to: chatsalot34
Sun, 05-29-2005 - 2:23pm

OH, I'm butting in here, but I know JUST what you mean, about suddenly noticing that spacey feeling. I will all of a sudden realize I don't feel right, then it hits me that it's my nerves. Sometimes seems like out of the blues. Then I have to go grab my xanax, before it progresses...

Renee

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In reply to: chatsalot34
Sun, 05-29-2005 - 5:51pm

OMG I HATE that you girls go through that feeling but I have to say that it helps me to much to know that I am not crazy!!!


You girls are the BEST!!!


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Registered: 04-18-2003
In reply to: chatsalot34
Sun, 05-29-2005 - 6:56pm

Heather, Your boys are so handsome! I'm glad you are doing so well. I went to a flea market today & was so worried about having to go to the bathroom myself, or having hubby disappear and not be able to find him ... nagging feats that usually keep me housebound. But I went & had a great time! I was so proud of myself when I walked across the field to the bathroom & back. Small accomplishment for some, but major for me! I had to stop & do some deep breathing exercises before leaving the bathroom, seemed silly at the time, but I did it! I'm relieved to be finally getting out of the house, even if I'm only going for short times. My husband & I made a pact to get me out of the house for at least 15 minutes every day/night. We've been walking to the corner store, stuff like that. I'm hoping it will desensitize me and it seems to be working :)

Sheri Ann

Sheri Ann