Feeling anxious tonight...
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| Wed, 06-08-2005 - 9:58pm |
Hi Girls,
I have been feeling on edge since this morning when I got my period back again. That just kind of set me off.
I went to see my tdoc and she is encouraged by my progress. She really thinks that I am doing great. We even got off topic a bit and laughed. I had an ok day...not bad.
At about 4:30 I started to feel like I was shaking inside. I took my klnopin and told myself that I was ok. I then went shopping with my Mom, dh and the Boys. I was feeing a bit on edge so then on our way home we were at the drive through and I all of a sudden started to feel out of it. I was awful, I just wanted to get home.
I realized that I was 45 minutes late in taking my lexapro so I took that and my klonopin.
I took a bath and was hoping to feel better.. here I am still on edge with my hands numb, its awful, I even have the unreal feeling a bit. I am so scared that i will wake up like this and that I will be back to where I was 6 weeks ago.
I am just scared and venting a bit I suppose. I'm sure that setbacks are ok and I did have a trigger but I am just upset and scared.
Dh is starting to be less supportive, I think that he's sick of me talking about it. I don't know...


as for your Dh, he's probably under a lot of stress right now. It must get hard for our significant others to always be supportive, but im sure he tries his best.
I hope tomorrow is a better day for you and that you get a good night's rest.
mia
Thank you girls
I am still anxious today. We just got up and already me hands are numb.
I am going to go an exercise and my Mother in Law is coming over to do the last fitting for the Boys tux's.
I am very scared and I don't like feeling this way. Its just so hard to feel as though you have taken a step in the other direction..
Thank you all for your support!!!
Hi Heather, me again, lol...
I was going to say what Jan already said. Remember how far you've come. Remember how bad it used to?! You ARE getting better. Sometimes it's two steps forward and one step back, but you're still getting there! You will not go back to the way you were before. Keep telling yourself that.
As far as dh, I imagine sometimes it must get hard for our SO to keep listening to us. My dh is the same way. They can try to be empathetic, but they really and truly cannot understand what it is like for us. Can you expand your support network at all? Can you call a relative or friend sometimes when you are anxious? Are there are local support groups for anxiety?
Please remember, you can email me anytime, by clicking on my profile! That goes for anyone. I work 10:30 - 5:00, but I will get back to you.
Renee