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| Thu, 08-11-2005 - 5:42pm |
Are within theraputic levels but I'm not sure if I feel it.
For ex, Today my OCD kicked in seriuosly, I left for therapy thinking did I turn off the coffee pot, even though I know it's off and cleaned out but I continue to think about it and then I think if it's not turned off if could cause a fire and if there is a fire my furkids are in the house. I wasn't 1/2 mile from my house when I turned around to come back and check.
I messed up my therapy time and so missed therapy today : ( Don't have another session until the 2nd but that isn't exactly a bad thing since that is right before my BA.
Anyway, It's been a long stressful day. I work for my step mom who is in Vegas celebrating her 10th wedding anniversary so I am holding down the fort and the fort has been busy to say the least.
I'm going to rest now.
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
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Hold down the fort LOL Judy
Thanks Judy but my day just gone from bad to worse. I didn't want to cook and neither did dh but do you think he could participate in finding something else so I decided to blast my music and be po'd
I hate that
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
Sheri Ann
{{{{Sheri Ann}}}}
These OCD symptoms are really annoying me.
Dh & I are back on better terms again. I know I'm just grumpy b/c I didn't get therapy today and now I'm not going back until the 2nd and that is a long time. I don't know that the lithium is working at it's best and she told me I am maxed out on the doseage : (
Between my relationship w/ my best friend being in the toilet, my mom is coming, my BA and the kids starting school, I just have a lot on my mind. To boot I am holding down the fort w/ work b/c my other mother is in Vegas celebrating her 10th wedding ann. I'm happy for them but it just adds to my stress. Thankfully I've been able to handle everything that has come my way. I know what I am doing. This job has become more than I expected. I thought I'd be the slacky in the background but I'm not. I still get nervous calling attorney's but I always handle it well outside of getting a little tongue tied sometimes. I am doing well and I know it but I'm on over load right now which is exactly why I have not been on the boards. I've even been neglecting my hysterectomy board that I am a co cl on. I feel terrible about that.
I told dh today was a xanax day : ( It has been like that for the past week and I hate that. I want to stop taking the xanax but I can't handle the anxiety I have been feeling. I'm so glad I have you all, I'd be lost without you.
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
Hysterectomy & Alternatives
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I have to ask - what does BA stand for?? I know it's something easy, but I can't figure it out & it's driving me crazy! Do you want to know how I got rid of the OCD symptoms earlier in the week? I slept 11 hours one night & they were gone when I woke up. Of course, they came back last night, but I'm having alot of trouble sleeping lately. Probably because I'm not working and didn't do anything really physical this past week becaue it's just too darn hot to even think about going outside! I'm glad you & dh are doing better, he sounds like a great guy :) What kind of work do you do? Paralegal? Once mil gets back, maybe you should cut down on your hours & take care of yourself mentally. The kids will be at school & you could NAP, yeahhhhhh!
Sheri Ann
Sheri Ann
{{{{Sheri Ann}}}} I think I just have a lot to deal with right now and that's why the OCD symptoms are kicking up.
lol, BA = Breast Augmentation
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
Hysterectomy & Alternatives
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Hey Danielle,
your BA will be GREAT. I can't wait to hear all the details.
Of course things will kick up when you have things going on... ever good things.
(((((BIG HUGS)))))) Danielle
Thank you so much Heather
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LOL, Danielle that is soooo funny. I was thinking "boob job" isn't BA. But realized that if you used the alternative, boob job wouldn't have been the 1st thing that came to my mind!! I would have been like, what the heck is she talking about??!! LOL.
Sheri Ann
Sheri Ann
Hugs & Prayers,
Danielle
Hysterectomy & Alternatives
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Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,