hi guys sorry again.

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Registered: 01-31-2005
hi guys sorry again.
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Fri, 08-12-2005 - 7:03pm
Iwas so scared last night i felt so lost. My life is getting so much more complacated then it has in along time. Im always nervous. I keep on asking my self question after question. i am going to ask a feel questions maybe my it will help me relax. shasta I havent gone to the doctors yet but i do have some what of good news. I am going to be started NWN school (north west nannies) i will be going to be a pro nanny. So my parents will be able to put me back on there health insurance. THATS GOOD NEWS. My uncle yesterday had surgry on his back. So i was up there for like 12 hours and you know how hospitals are i started freaking out that I have HIV cause i heard something there about it.i know its so stupid but my mind is doing weird games on me. And i still woundering how can a docotr just tell me i have gad without examing or checking me or my symptoms ever nor did he even ask questions. i mean it just seems weird still, and another thing is there any medical conditions that cause anxiety disorder? cancer,hiv,anything???? please help me im freaking again i was woundering if anyone would volunteer to come chat tomorrow????? please... have a saturday chat.... i will be going to the hospital to see my uncle right now so i will be back in probley 3-4 hrs/ wehn i get back i will look to see if anyone has replied.. thanks for being there for me .THANKS SHASTA AND HEATHER....!!!!!!!
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Registered: 07-21-2004
Fri, 08-12-2005 - 9:57pm

Hey Ana-I am SO glad to hear from you. So Sorry you are having a rough time still.
But that is good news about getting back onto your folks' health insurance! YAY!
I found a link that lists some different clinics in your area. I don't have the links of each one, but you can probably do a google search and find them to get more info.
Here is the link:
http://www.uniteforsight.org/freeclinics.php?state=OR&statename=Oregon#state

It's a start anyways! And I know there is a Planned Parenthood on the list also, So that could be of help if you wanted to take an HIV test to relieve your anxiety about that.
You might contact the different clinics for support and advice for your particular situation. Hope this helps!
Also-I am sorry to hear about your uncle, my uncle has been in the hospital too, so I can understand your worry and concern.
Hang in there, and try to have a great rest of your weekend! ;0)
Let us know how you are doing tonite,(or whenever you read this,k?)
hugs, shasta




Edited 8/13/2005 1:27 am ET ET by shastagold