My driving isn't going so well :(

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My driving isn't going so well :(
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Wed, 09-28-2005 - 4:04pm

I thought I've been doing good. Yesterday I had a bit of a set back & didn't go anywhere. I just didn't feel up to driving, felt very nervous all day. Today I woke up feeling shaky and still anxious. I forced myself to drive down a couple of blocks, my dd was kind enough to bear with me :) I was on the verge of crying when I came home & did end up taking a xanax, something I never do anymore. I think I've taken 2 in the last 2-3 months. But I just couldn't shake the feelings & was getting that off balance feeling that I hate so much & haven't had in several months. I have my 1st test at school tonight, that could be on my subconcious mind. Also, my mom was pushing the issue of me driving alone yesterday, which made me feel pushed into a corner. Of course I couldn't even consider doing it already, but it upset me that she kept on about it. She doesn't understand anxiety at all. I really didn't want to drive today, but keep thinking of Jan & how she forces herself to go out every day - my inspiration :) Any thoughts?

Sheri Ann

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Wed, 09-28-2005 - 4:32pm
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Wed, 09-28-2005 - 8:06pm

(((Sheri Ann))) I dawdled & procrastinated & dragged my feet for 3 long years before I faced the fear head on. Rome wasn't built in a day or even a week, for that matter. It may take years. Don't be so hard on yourself. You have done alot lately. Give yourself credit for what you have accomplished!

 

 


 



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Wed, 09-28-2005 - 9:07pm

Sheri Ann,

Hope you are feeling better. Most days I would be most comfortable sitting on my sofa with my blanket and remote control. This morning for instance I sat on a square for 2 hours! It is my safe place. Anxiety + me = couch potato. I have considered talking to a doctor about meds but want to try self help first. The problem is my regular doctor moved and I have not found a new primary yet.

Don't pressure yourself to drive if you are not feeling well. Take a deep breath and try again a different day. Life is not a race...and if it is who wants to finish first?

Good Luck with your test, I have one Friday and 2 on Tuesday.

Take care,

Lisa

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Wed, 09-28-2005 - 11:25pm

WOW!! WIth all the pressure.I am so proud of your for the TRYING you did!!!

I too do not drive unless I know that my DH will be with me in the car........ The bad thing is I'm the only one in the family with a driver's license! That makes it very difficult.

One day...one Strp at a time!!!

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Wed, 09-28-2005 - 11:26pm
Thanks Jan. Patience seems to be something that I am running out of! After feeling so great for a few days, it was horrible to not feel so good today. I have to feel bad to take a xanax, and felt worse for doing it - but it did help and I'm glad i took it. Thank-you for your kind words!
Sheri Ann

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Wed, 09-28-2005 - 11:28pm

Danielle, I could sure use a pick me upper! How about I pick you up and we go cruising? I figure with your big boobs & my new car we'll get lots of attention, lol. I hope you're feeling better, even tho I don't post, I do think about you every day :) missed you at chat last night but I know you'll be back!

Sheri Ann!

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Wed, 09-28-2005 - 11:31pm

I'm sure the stress of school isn't helping either one of us! I was supposed to have a test tonight & that may have been part of it. I've studied so much but some stuff just won't sink in - like what's on a CBC & what each test stands for; stuff I should know from nursing but just can't seem to recite, ugghh.

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Thu, 09-29-2005 - 12:16am
Hi Sheri Ann!

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Thu, 09-29-2005 - 12:22am
Sheriann YOU are dealing with a lot of stress
now! Give yourself a chance!! Before driving
consider this if you panic SO WHAT!! ride it out
and keep the wheels turning it is the only way I
over came my fears- I agree completely with SUZ
and know that some days you will feel fine others
will be harder--- and what is the big deal with the
xanax?? You know it helps you when you need it-
once you feel safe driving you will not need it
anymore! NOW MUSTANG SALLY GO CRUSIN!! HUGS!! Judy
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Thu, 09-29-2005 - 10:26am

Sheri Ann,


You know that i have had many set backs and I know how awful it feel to be doing so well and then seem to fall back.


Think of the advice that you would give me.. you would tell me that its ok and to just continue on. Tell me to look at all that i have accompilshed. Well I'm telling you the same thing... you have done GREAT and you will continue to do well and move forward.


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