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| Thu, 09-29-2005 - 10:32pm |
For those that don't know.....I was supposed to go to a nearby hospital for a few days....to get myself stabalized and on the right meds I need to function..
Our car won't get us to the store down the street without over heating.....it CERTAINLY won't get me 70 miles down the road!! Sooooo when I was told that the Coucilor was wanting me to get a bed there.....we told him that we couldn't do it that day (Tuesday) because I needed to find a rideand a babysitter to watch DD while Dh was at work...so I called my "freind" who just bought a brand freacking NEW car two weeks ago.. to see if she would be willing to take me....DH paying her of course. She said sure no problem....she said to just let her know when she'll need to take me...we told her sometime fri...the councilor has to call that day to get a bed...and we be able to leave within a few hours (a last minute kind of thing) she again said NO PROBLEM....well we go over to her house tonight to make sure she can still take me tomorrow...guess what??? HER MOTHER is telling this GROWN WOAMN (Married with two freaking kids) that she can't do it!!!!! Apparently sometime today her mother went to her dr, and they are going to be doing an out paitent thing at 7:00 in the morning......and she needs her with her all day!!!!!!!! I don't have to go talk to the councilor until 9:00 in the morning..and probably not go to the hospital until after lunch!! PLENTY of time for the daughter to help her mom, get her back to her house (where her HUSBAND will be!) and take me to the hospital!
Her mother is just being a bitch becaue we stopped calling them to help us with things (they LOVE to know that we have to count on them for EVERYTHING---ya know those type people) well we started being reponsible for ourselves and didn't need them any more..they havn't called us or come to our house in over THREE MONTHS.... and the mother is pissed...she didn't even come out to the car to say hey to me!!!
Dh said he will do his damnedest to get me to the hospital tomorrow..but I don't see how.......we know NO ONE else in the freaking town........
I was NOT looking forward to having to go.I have agoraphobia, and knowing I was going to HAVE to bunk with a roommate was KILLING me......but I WANT to do this to get back to enjoying being near my DD again!!! I want a freaking NORMAL life!!! I didn't think that was too hard to ask for?!?!
I am crying I can't figure this out!! I was supposed to go to get help with my depression and panic attacks, and I get this blow! I don't know how much more I can take!! I really don't .........
I just needed to vent and get this out!
Diana

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Diana,
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Maybe you could call your pastor and ask him to take you or someone from the church???
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