I think I have me all figured out!

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I think I have me all figured out!
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Fri, 10-07-2005 - 12:25pm

So, I've been "under the weather", but my mom left last Thursday, then school started adding stress, my period was late, it was a "new" moon (hehehe Mia!) well who wouldn't be anxious! I didn't go to chat, but I couldn't sleep either. I was up until almost 2 a.m. But I did have a revelation - it was the anniversary of my dh death. So...maybe subconsiously I remembered & just blocked it out. How could I have not remembered?? Every year, this is the absolute worse week of my life. And I mean that totally serious. If I had called my best friend, I'm sure she would have figured it out a week ago for me. Anyway, I'm thinking things will get back to "normal" here in the next few days. I always took vacation from work during this week as I know how bad the anxiety always is, whether I remember the date or not. Anyways, wanted to share!

Sheri Ann

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Registered: 09-16-2005
Fri, 10-07-2005 - 3:08pm

Sheriann......I'm sorry to hear you're so down my heart goes out to you. Take a deep breath and you'll get through this... differant episodes in our lives do have a tendency to come back to haunt us on their anniversarys. Just know we're here for you if you need to talk. I might be a small person but I have some awfully big shoulders just in case you need one..... Take care of yourself and I'll send some healing vibes your way.

Keitha

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Fri, 10-07-2005 - 5:33pm
(((Sheri Ann))) I'm sorry to hear that.
 

 


 



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Fri, 10-07-2005 - 7:29pm

Thank you Keitha. I missed being in chat last night. I hope you gals had fun! Dh has made plans to take us to a fair this weekend, I'm hoping that will pull me out of this funk, lol! It's cold, dreary & pouring rain outside, sleeping weather for sure! I hope it clears up by morning.

Sheri Ann

Sheri Ann

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Fri, 10-07-2005 - 7:30pm
Oh Sheriann, My heart goes out to you so much on the loss of your dh, I know you think of him and miss him, he will always be with you in your heart. <3
I hope you get to feeling better, and as Jan said 'be kind to yourself' and do somethings nice and relaxing for yourself, maybe a bubble bath with some candles and nice music? I am here if you need to talk. Love you! shasta
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Fri, 10-07-2005 - 7:30pm

Thanks Jan. Yes, if I had remembered the date, I could have prepared myself mentally somewhat. I always try to forget about it so I don't get bummed out, but it never really works. Take care.

Sheri Ann

Sheri Ann

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Registered: 04-07-2003
Sat, 10-08-2005 - 2:33am
Sheri Ann I am so sorry you are not
feeling good!! This must be a hard time for
you-- I know that soon you will be back to
your bubbly fun self!! stonger and more
confident!! I am praying for you- Judy
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Sun, 10-09-2005 - 10:48pm
Hi Sheri Ann.
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Sun, 10-09-2005 - 11:15pm

Thank-you so much for your kind words. How are things going for you?

Sheri Ann

Sheri Ann

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Mon, 10-10-2005 - 8:43am

Oh Geeze Sheri Ann,


I am sorry to hear it but also happy that you found your "trigger" I know that for me that always makes me feel better to know where its coming from.


I hope you have a better week... we'll chat some more later maybe. I have a house full of 5 Boys.


Take Care,


HUGS,

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Mon, 10-10-2005 - 9:52pm
You're welcome.
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