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Wow trouble just loves me
| Wed, 10-19-2005 - 5:30pm |
Ok, let me first start off by saying I tried to get rid of my ex out my life you know. I picked her up this morning and we went and ran some errands for her mom. Well while in the car I was working my nerve up to tell her that all this stuff is just brining heart break and pain into my life and I need to escape it. So we got to talking about it and everything and we pulled up to her friends house and I guess somehow started to argue and I grabbed my ciggarettes back that I bought for her and told her to get out of my car. So she started throwing out all my stuff that was in my glove box and my cd player all onto the street. I told her ill give you your cigarettes back if you pick up all my stuff you just threw out. So she did as she got back in the car she made a smartass remark so I got more pissed and didnt give her her cigarettes back. Now then takes my keys out the ignition and i grabbed them back and held them on my side one hand on my keys one hand on the cig. box. And she tried to get the keys out of my hand at which point she said (which never happened) that I hit her. Now after all this im driving back toward my house and I get a call from her and she said why you acting like this and I said im not acting like anything im sick and im not in a good mood and that didnt help me out at all. So then thats when she brings up that I hit her and now supposivly there are about 10 people looking for me to jump me I suppose. I cant call the cops because I have a warrant for my arrest for an unpaid traffic ticket. So now I have to ride around in my car when I got out with a bat just incase (which is unlawfully carrying of a weapon) but it is my only option. I can handle myself against 1 or 2 people but more than that that will indanger my life. Im 21 years old I dont need all this high school drama in my life and im getting fed up with it to be honest. Her brother probably is all pissed off at me but he has a phone under my name that he uses. This is also a pretty small neighborhood so not to many places I can go just stay away for a while. I hate this situation I am in cause there is nothing i can do about it and only bad will come from it. =( Oh yea and being paranoid isnt one thing that is good for me and definitley be all nervous.....I just wish it went the way I wanted it to go and tell her to just let me be and that would be all.
Edited 10/19/2005 5:31 pm ET by k210
Edited 10/19/2005 5:31 pm ET by k210

Relationships are hard, and hard for me to give advice about,too.
I know first hand how hard it is to end a unhealthy relationship. I do believe tho' that once you are ready to be done with the relationship with your ex, you will know it in your heart. I hope your next love is someone that understands you,cares and loves you, as your deserve to be. Hang in There!
We are here for you anytime to listen.
hugs,
shasta
P.S. Oh!Have you been back to your therapist since your last posting? I hope you feel better soon! We Care!
Kevin,
I don't really know what to say. That is obviously an unhealthy realtionship.
But Kevin what are you thinking hitting her? I really have to comment on that. It sounds as though you are making things worse for you and I don't want that to happen to you.
As far as the unpaid ticket, why not just pay it. Is it really worth going to jail for?
Kevin, I really hope that you will sit back and take a good look at your life and where your going. It doesn't have to be this way, you can make changes and that will make a big differerce in your anxiety.
Good Luck to you, I REALLY hope that it works out.
Kevin, it does sound like a lot of drama. Is she younger than you? Maybe she made up the part about everyone wanting to jump you. Those who like drama tend to make up alot of things & stir everyone up! I hope you get through this okay. Focus your efforts on finding a good job, paying your ticket, opening your store. A good relationship will follow. Until you are in a better place mentally, a relationship isn't what you need. Especially an unhealthy one.
Sheri Ann
Sheri Ann
OMG Kevin I am SO SORRY. I read your post wrong... geeze what a dope I am.
When I read it I was shocked and didn't think it sounded like you.....SO sorry.
It sounds like WAY to much drama especially if she's going around lying about you hitting her. That could get you in BIG trouble and it didn't seem like she cared.
Try to stay away from this girl... I'm sure that their is a nice girl out there for you somewhere. You'll find her when the time is right.
I am 27 and got married at 20, hopefully you can find someone mature enough to handle a relationship and not deal with all that junk. Not all girls at a young age are like that.