Hey--- Where is everyone???
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Hey--- Where is everyone???
| Thu, 11-03-2005 - 8:02am |
It's quiet today so far!!! Is everyone doing ok????? Maybe out doing something fun???? :)

| Thu, 11-03-2005 - 8:02am |

Wish I was out doing something fun. Just here at work doing the usual (visiting all my favorite IV boards). We are having a get together Saturday at our new house with some friends that have children our DDs age so I do have something to look forward to. Just wish my house was in better shape. DH took the day off to work on the garage. MEN!!! I guess our guests will be impressed with the garage. Too bad the curtains and pictures aren't hung. His priorities are misplaced. I guess a man's garage is his castle. LOL
Alison
Well,
I have a friend from church with anxiety, she also has 2 little Boys. She is a recent SAHM and lives 2 miles down the road.
So, we went to the apple orchard and fed the goats and ducks, then to lunch.. THEN we went to my pdoc.. LOL (only a 15 in med check) then we went to the park and to dinner....
A busy day...
Today we are going to a childrens
I understand about parties and DH, good luck!!!
I am having a Surprise 30th for my DH in 3 weeks, he has however decided to gut one of the bathrooms (its a hobby go figure). So I hope the bathroom will be done. I have no curtains either, and that was a goal, oh well!!! I have to take days off to clean so that he has no idea what is going on. DH thinks its at a restaurant..hhaha.
Hope everyone is doing well. I do have to say I'm at work and work makes me feel better, strange.. I wish this all would go away, I feel like I am living a nightmare! I can't even drive w/o being on the phone.
Hugs to all to have a GREAT day!!!
I've been hiding trying to avoid myself and the anxiety. I finally called the pdoc and asked for my Prozac to be raised now she wants to see me. I feel like I am going to the principal's office. I came off one med and REALLY don't want to go back on it. Besides by February I may not have the insurance to be on it anyway. I bet she wont take me off the Geodon now. I just thought raising the Prozac would help with the worthless feelings and anxiety. There is also a lot things going on in my head. My ED has kicked in and said I cannot eat. I haven't so far today and purged everything yesterday. I am a mess. BOY I hope she doesnt want me to go IP. I feel I can manage most of it. The not eating will be the hardest to break it feels like I am up against an iron will NOT to eat. I did exercise today. I thought by burning calories my mind would say ok you can eat. But it just made me want to exercise more. My mind doesn't work like most minds. I have People in my head and it's like going up against different People's wills on this one. I know I must sound bizarre and nutsoid. But this is how my day is going.
Julie
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Hey im coming out of hiding for one afternoon, i've been so incredibly busy lately its unbelievable. I seriously feel like im studying for 8 am to 8pm and after that i have no motivation to do anything else. I am taking a huge exam on Nov. 12th which is necessary to get into PhD programs, hopefully that will take some of the pressure off. I also haven't been having much anxiety, which makes the whole issue less salient in my mind.
anyway, I hope everyone else is doing great!