I HAVE HAD IT!!!!!!!

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I HAVE HAD IT!!!!!!!
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Sat, 11-05-2005 - 11:39am

I HATE THIS COMPUTER!!!!!!! I am so angry with it! Sorry to yell at ya'll but I'm going nuts here.

It doesn't like any program, none at all, not even the mac programs. I have enough stress, I don't need to deal with this piece of garbage too. I told dh that we need to wipe it & return it, I hate it that much. I'd rather deal with piece of junk windows than this. It makes me sad because I want this computer so badly but I just can't make it fit into my life and what I need out of a computer. This is too much for me right now though. At the moment I think I'm cycling down from mania and that is not a good thing. Last night I slept 12 hrs and I'm still tired :( Bad sign.

I just needed to vent this out. Thanks for listening.

Hope everyone here has a good weekend.


Hugs & Prayers,



Danielle

Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST


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Sat, 11-05-2005 - 5:50pm
That's rough, Danielle): I get frustrated easily when learning new things if I'm anxious or tired. Is there any chance you could just take a break from the new pc to see if you're in a better frame of mind in a few days? I would hate to see you take it back. I know how much you wanted this. I hope you have good support personnel that you can call. Hope things get better soon. (((hugs))) jan

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Sat, 11-05-2005 - 9:00pm
Thanks Jan. I did the best thing I could for myself, I retured the computer. The apple just wasn't working out. I liked it but it couldn't do what I needed it to so now I'm back to windows : ( but at least I know it can do what I need.


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Danielle

Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST


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Sat, 11-05-2005 - 11:31pm
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Sun, 11-06-2005 - 1:02am

Thanks Jan. I'm still not smoking, 50 days now. I can hardly believe it. The healing is coming along. The P/S was happy with my progress when he saw me this week so all is going as well as can be expected in that area. I hope to be around more but just dont' know. Trying to get

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Sun, 11-06-2005 - 8:01pm

Hey Danielle!


I am glad that you did the right thing for you.


WHat happened to getting a 2nd opinion.. remember how I feel about the "quack" ..LOL


Take Care...


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Sun, 11-06-2005 - 8:11pm

Hey Heather,


This computer thing is making me crazy but it's getting there. Now we are trying to work out our monitors, dh& I got 2 different ones, Well the speakers stink in mine & his just went on sale today (we bought it

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Sun, 11-06-2005 - 8:27pm

now you have my curosity peaked...


what does BPD do? and how is it relating to your BP?


Danielle,


I REALLY hope that you are able to sort this out. It has been a long hard road for you and you deserve the best that life had to offer. I will be here with all the support and love that I have to offer.


Sending the book to your friend is a GREAT idea... i think that will really help you both

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Sun, 11-06-2005 - 8:34pm

Oh Danielle, I know how frustrating computers are. I remember a time when mine had all this spyware, etc., on it, and even though I was able to interpret the instructions to remove lines of code in the registry, it kept coming back, and it was just so much. I hate to reformat the hard drive, but in the end it had to be done.

My latest frustration is digital photos that became corrupt during a file transfer between computers. So annoying!

I do hope your computer gets the help it needs and you don't have to resort to giving it a swift kick in the behind. Ugh. Yell away.

Kendra

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Sun, 11-06-2005 - 8:41pm

I'm no expert yet but BPD is Borderline Personality Disorder, It is a behavioral disorder that much of the time starts at a very young age and can be seriously impacted by life circumstances. It is very similar to BP. From what I've gathered so far the BP can mostly be controlled with meds, the mood swings even with meds are more predictable in comparison to BPD. I seem to be double slammed, When my BP acts up I still have the BPD running in the background and when the BP settles down & I'm running in normal mode the BPD is still there so mood swings can still come. They are erratic & ugly. Anger, Isolation, depencency on others, low self esteem, SI, chamelion like was one I loved in there. Those are many of the character traits. The good the bad & the ugly on a much higher scale the the "normal" person. I also found it interesting & true that there is only black & white, no grey. Do you still have that link I posted to the board a few days ago? Use that, There is info there although I don't think there was that much. Here is another I liked a little better

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Sun, 11-06-2005 - 8:44pm

Thanks Kendra. I really wish that Apple had suited me, I wanted it to so badly but it just wouldn't. It was as frustrating as trying to fit into that favorite pair of jeans in the store but they just won't fit no matter what you do.


I don't do the formatting unless I have to. We do it at least every 6 months, good for the computer. We just found out today our digital camera doesn't work with my computer so dh has to keep it on his until we can afford a new camera, lol


Hugs & Prayers,



Danielle

Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST


"No heaven will not ever Heaven be; Unless my cats are there to welcome me." --Unknown


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Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,