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| Thu, 11-17-2005 - 4:47am |
I'm telling you I am going to lose my mind. My motheri s making me nuts & so is my brother for that matter. They are both complaining about eachother to ME! My mom expects to fit 10+ people in her 2br 2bth home. I am renting a car and SERIOUSLY considering a hotel room as much as I can't afford it and I'd rather stay with my mom but I just dont' think it's going to be good. Her emotions are running high, my brother is coming in from japan with his 2 girls, 2 & 4 who are on opposite time zones, I don't get along that well with my step father who needs to get up at 4 am for work and with 4 kids in the house, my brothers kids keeping up mine it's going to be a mess. To boot I'm not totally stable on my meds, still working on the dose. I'm losing my mind. My phone has been ringing off the hook for 3 days now & I can hardly stand it. Today is my 9th wedding anniversary and it's been CRAZY!!!!! I'm so stressed!!!! I know I've said that already but there just aren't enough times to say it. I'm almost sorry I let my mom talk me in to 9 days out there. It's going to be a long week. I'm going to talk to her again in the morning about the hotel thing. If I'm going to book I need to do it NOW since Thanksgiving is so close. It's the closest hotel to her house and so long as it's clean I don't care about anything else!
I'm sorry for yelling & venting but I needed to get this out before I go or else it's going to make me that much mroe crazy. Thanks for listening.
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
Danielle
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Family and travel are not usually good together, I have found. My family is still in the same area as we are so that is not a problem. But my DHs has family in New York and Florida. Everytime we travel the logistics make me crazy before we even get there. Hope everything works out with the hotel. I feel your pain.
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Alison
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
Danielle
Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST
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Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
(((Danielle))) I know things are tough for you. Even though it's extra for the hotel, I think it would give you peace of mind & the ability to really *get away* during your trip. It would seem that if you can't find some space
Thank you Jan, I beat my mom & dad's marriage, lol
I know I should probably just book the room. My kids are making me nuts as is & I know they are going to need down time as I will too. I don't want to feel like go go go go go. I just upped my meds so I'm still not totally stable & I just don't know how much I can take to be honest. I love my family but as I'm sure many of you can relate, They can make me NUTS!!!!!!! Dh & I are still mulling it over. I want to call my mom & make sure that this hotel isn't a total dive. You know how pretty they look in pictures & then you get there & UGH is all you can say.
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
Danielle
Host of Tuesday Night Anxiety, Panic & Phobia's Chat 7 - 9 pm MST
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Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,