!!!!!!!!!!!!STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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!!!!!!!!!!!!STRESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Thu, 11-17-2005 - 4:47am

I'm telling you I am going to lose my mind. My motheri s making me nuts & so is my brother for that matter. They are both complaining about eachother to ME! My mom expects to fit 10+ people in her 2br 2bth home. I am renting a car and SERIOUSLY considering a hotel room as much as I can't afford it and I'd rather stay with my mom but I just dont' think it's going to be good. Her emotions are running high, my brother is coming in from japan with his 2 girls, 2 & 4 who are on opposite time zones, I don't get along that well with my step father who needs to get up at 4 am for work and with 4 kids in the house, my brothers kids keeping up mine it's going to be a mess. To boot I'm not totally stable on my meds, still working on the dose. I'm losing my mind. My phone has been ringing off the hook for 3 days now & I can hardly stand it. Today is my 9th wedding anniversary and it's been CRAZY!!!!! I'm so stressed!!!! I know I've said that already but there just aren't enough times to say it. I'm almost sorry I let my mom talk me in to 9 days out there. It's going to be a long week. I'm going to talk to her again in the morning about the hotel thing. If I'm going to book I need to do it NOW since Thanksgiving is so close. It's the closest hotel to her house and so long as it's clean I don't care about anything else!


I'm sorry for yelling & venting but I needed to get this out before I go or else it's going to make me that much mroe crazy. Thanks for listening.


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Danielle

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Thu, 11-17-2005 - 8:33am

Family and travel are not usually good together, I have found. My family is still in the same area as we are so that is not a problem. But my DHs has family in New York and Florida. Everytime we travel the logistics make me crazy before we even get there. Hope everything works out with the hotel. I feel your pain.

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Alison

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Thu, 11-17-2005 - 9:36am
Thank you Alison. I feel just as spazzed this morning as I did last night. This is just all too much and it helps none that it's a holiday weekend. I should have left things as they were, arriving yesterday and leaving Sunday night by myself. Of course now my kids are on their worst possible behavior and I'm already going crazy because of them and don't want to take them. UGH!!!!!


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Danielle

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Thu, 11-17-2005 - 11:04am

(((Danielle))) I know things are tough for you. Even though it's extra for the hotel, I think it would give you peace of mind & the ability to really *get away* during your trip. It would seem that if you can't find some space

 

 


 



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Thu, 11-17-2005 - 11:12am

Thank you Jan, I beat my mom & dad's marriage, lol


I know I should probably just book the room. My kids are making me nuts as is & I know they are going to need down time as I will too. I don't want to feel like go go go go go. I just upped my meds so I'm still not totally stable & I just don't know how much I can take to be honest. I love my family but as I'm sure many of you can relate, They can make me NUTS!!!!!!! Dh & I are still mulling it over. I want to call my mom & make sure that this hotel isn't a total dive. You know how pretty they look in pictures & then you get there & UGH is all you can say.


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Danielle

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