Just a up date and a vent

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Registered: 10-12-2004
Just a up date and a vent
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Mon, 12-05-2005 - 11:50pm

Hello everyone just wanted to update, had all my tests today, blood work,chest x-ray and ECG, the tests were a breeze, now its the waiting, but I'm postive . Go back to doc on the 12th. Now tomorrow I go for my test at the call center, kind of nervous about that, but I'll just do the best that I can. Had a good day until tonite, DH and i had a arguement over the car, i need it tomorrow and he knew that but now he needs it and his need is always more important than mine, at least I feel that way. So of course i got really stressed out and started to cry, sometimes I just feel so helpless and alone. Now i have to take a cab to my interview and try to borrow my Dad's car to do all the other chores I have to do, and I will miss my group meeting also , it is somewhat of a drive and I can't keep bothering my Dad all the time. oh well I needed to vent, just pray tomorrow will go smoothly.
Heather hope your feeling better now, I've had those attacks that just come out of the blue and yes they are the ones that just to me seem to take my breath away, and I run for my room were I can calm myself. Jan I hope you are feeling better too, I get the panic that wakes me from sleep alot, most times I can calm myself and go right back to sleep, but sometimes they'll happen 3 or 4 times a nite. I jump right up out of bed with them and my heart is just pounding out of my chest , I always have to have glass of water beside my bed, because when this happens sometimes I can't get a breath and my mouth gets really dry. It's the season isn't it, too much stress. Take care everyone and i'll let you all no how i do tomorrow.

Good Nite
Peace & Calm
Brenda

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Registered: 03-11-2004
Tue, 12-06-2005 - 12:15am

Darn... Why are men like that??? I know how important that test is to you. I think like most one car families, you have the option of driving dh to work, so you can have the car for the day? What is he thinking? If you lived close, Bee, you could have my car tomorrow. I will keep you in my T&P's that you'll do well & get this job.


As for me, I am doing better, thx. Just a little pressured but trying to breathe through the rough spots. Once January arrives, I can finally allow the depression from the post holiday letdown to be exchanged for the anxiety I feel, now. LOL


Let us know how the tests turn out. Best wishes! (((hugs))) jan


 

 


 



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Registered: 01-17-2001
Tue, 12-06-2005 - 10:31am

I am so sorry that dh did that, seems to be a common thing among men..lol


I'm sure that you will do great at the call center and it sounds as though it will be good for you to have something to do. I know that I have a hard time when I have nothing to do...


GL and I will be thinking of you!!!!!

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Registered: 03-26-2003
Tue, 12-06-2005 - 11:17am

Why is it that guys have to assert their "male dominance" at just the WRONG time? Sometimes they just don't get it. Good luck today with your test!!

Take care of yourself. Send some relaxation and calming vibes your way!!

Chrystal

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