I'm sorry you feel so bad about it. I have done the same thing, I understand completely. Even when I am all psyched up to do something, sometimes I just can't do it. As it gets closer & closer, the anxiety builds.
In the end, we do what we feel most comfortable with. In time, Yavonne, you will learn ways to cope better with your anxiety. You will be able to see yourself as so much more than your housekeeping, as Judy said in the other thread. Be kind to yourself. Keep your focus on Gabby's birthday & what's important to you. Good luck & GBU! (((hugs))) jan
I'm sorry you feel so bad about it. I have done the same thing, I understand completely. Even when I am all psyched up to do something, sometimes I just can't do it. As it gets closer & closer, the anxiety builds.
Sheri Ann
Sheri Ann