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Feels like Fiction...
| Sun, 01-08-2006 - 11:25pm |
I was talking to my tdoc the other day and I was telling her that i am afraid to tell you all about whats going on with the Boys.
I am so afraid that you all are going to think that I am lying. This all seems like so much to happen to one family. I can't even believe it....maybe it is my anxiety coming out, i don't know. I am just so afraid that you will all think that I am crazy and making it all up and then not like me anymore.
I don't believe that I have so much on my plate, it seems as though it is all fiction and i wish it was....
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We are here for you!
And We love you!!! Don't forget that! And please keep us posted on all your 'boys' and 'you' too!
I am sending you a big hug!!! And you are in my thoughts and prayers, sweetie!
Hang in There! I see a rainbow on the other side of all this <3
Love Always, shasta
Thank You Shasta,
The most ironic thing about this is that Jay has something totally different from the Boys. He has a diveated septum and the Boys just have blood vessels that are exposed and close to the edge. Weird Huh? What are the odds of that one?
Anyway, thank you for all your awesome words.. You are the Best! We go to the Dr. at 11am and I am just bracking myself. Jay has to go to work so Ryan is going to stay with my friend and I am taking Justin in. I just thank God that he has given us and ENT who truly cares about my family.
Love,
Dido to what everyone said,there is not too much more that I can add except hey!!! just give it all To the big Man upstairs and he will take care of it all, I know you know this and it is hard, but just keep giving it to him and get some rest. God never sleeps so let him watch over your family and get some rest!!! Remember what I told you about my son and how everything that I endured that was hard on me I gave it to God and then I knew My son would be even Safer, Well he returned home safe..just keep giving it to him. and yes I am here too!!! Take Care and let us know!!!
In my thoughs and Prayers
Lynn
(((((((((Heather))))))))
Wow, a lot sure has happened the past couple of day.
Jennifer
"Oh, that you would bless me indeed, and enlarge my territory, that Your hand would be with me, and that You would keep me from evi
(((Heather))) it's the anxiety girl there is not a one of us that would even begin to think you're making this all up. And as far as crazy, you're no crazier then the rest of us (now isn't that a scary thought) LOL I know that personally i feel privilaged to be a part of your support system so you better keep us informed or we just worry more.
I also believe we have all been directed to this board for a reason and I feel that reason is if we all add our strength we can help others and ourselves to beat this disease. We're here for you vent get it out holding it in only makes things worse.
You and your family are in my prayers and thoughts. Just hold onto your faith. And when you need to, hold on to all of us.
Keitha
I don't think this sounds crazy at all. I read recently that there is a certain personality type that has anxiety issues...and it is typically someone who wants people to like them, wants to feel accepted, etc etc. I know I can relate to that. Being that this is your secure net, your anxiety kicks in to the what if thinking - what if they don't believe me, what if they don't like me, etc etc. Seems totally normal. Besides, with all you are going through right now - your mind races with all sorts of thoughts and goes in to overload mode to keep from the emotions of what is going on around you with the kids. It's a hard time for you...but you are getting through it one day at a time and should be proud of yourself and all you are doing for your boys.
More importantly....did you go to the Patriots game???? (he he he). I am so jealous?!!! What a great game! Or did you just send your hubby? As a born and raised New Englander...a Patriots Play-Off game is the ultimate!! Well, except for the Red Sox winning the world series...but we won't even get in to that :)
(((Heather))) I can't believe you would think such a thing for even one second!
Sheri Ann
LOL about the