Mysurrogate Mothers died this morning
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| Wed, 01-25-2006 - 4:37pm |
She's had liver issues for a LONG time, I guess in September she finally went into liver failure. She's been on meds since then to slow it down and was told not to expect to live another whole year. They never said anything to anyone because they didn't want to worry us. I guess this morning was unexpected by all including them.
I loved this woman like a mother, She took care of me so many times when my own mother didn't and now she is gone. I wanted to take the kids out this summer or even possibly for Spring Break to see Dad & Vivian and also go to visit them and that's gone. I was honestly going to call her this weekend and now I can't.It's too late : (
I'm almost mad at her, She didn't say anything. I know she didn't want to worry us but still ............ now she is gone, one of the few women I could truly count on, call mom, love with all my heart, she's just gone
Life is precious, Life is a gift, Those who love you & you love in return are precious. I know she knew how much I loved her but that doesn't take my pain. Take a moment today to appreciate, to tell those you love how much you love them. This is the 2nd time life is yelling at me that time can run out, that time does run out and so much is left undone, unsaid and there is no going back.
~Danielle

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Thank you Judy.
I lost a mother yesterday and it's going to take me time to sort through it especially since I feel that like gave me the shaft again. The same thing happened with my grandmother, I so planned on taking the kids to see her this summer and that isn't going to happen. She never even met her great grandson as my other mother hadn't either. The last time the two of them saw Sabrina she was just a baby. It saddens me and I hate that there was no good bye. I spoke with her daughter yesterday and she feels pretty much the same. She saw mom on Sunday and all was well, as well as well can be anyhow and just all of a sudden she was gone. It's a lot to process. I went to bed early last night because I was emotionally drained and just plain old depressed. I will hold her love for me deep in my heart and always in my memory. Special people leave prints on your heart and leave a hole when they are gone.
I'm glad you are all here
Hugs
Danielle
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
I too am so sorry for your loss and want to also thank you for the reminder of not taking one moment for granted. I too lost my dad a few years ago, but I belive he is another angel watching over me, and that brings me comfort. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, I am so sorry again..There isn't anything anyone can say to replace our losses, we just remember what you have reminded us of, never let a day go by without telling someone how much they mean to you.. Thank you
Lynn
Thank you Lynn. It's going to be hard but I know I'll get to the place where I can accept this. There have just been so many losses in the last year and it's wearing on the spirit. I'll always remember how good she was to me and I'll always remember and feel her love. I can still hear her voice in my head and I pray that never fades away. Thank you again for your thoughts, I greatly appreciate them
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Danielle
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
Thank you Sheri Ann.
Ya know this is the 2nd time life has done this to me, My grandma was the first and now my other mother. I know there is a lesson in this and I'm going to take it. Money is always my excuse for not going places but I think I've got to learn that as long as it doesn't endanger my family I've got to go and do it. It's scary to think that one day you are here and the next day not : (
Mom will forever live in my heart and I'll never forget all that she had done for me. It's amazing how you can have a biological mother who should be your all but when she isn't other women step in and fill that roll. They step into your heart and never leave. They provide you with all that you need from that moment on. She was and always will be in my heart and my memory. I'll never forget her.
Hugs
danielle
Hugs & Positive Thoughts Always,
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