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| Tue, 02-28-2006 - 7:39pm |
I dont even know where to begin.Everything is going so wrong for me.My grandpa fell about one week ago and broke some ribs.He kept it a secret,didnt want to worry anyone or perhaps didnt want us to make him feel like a ninvalid (spelling).I found that out on Sunday.I made sure he was feeling ok and that he was checked out by a doctor for fear he punchured a lung...all is as good as can be with him.My mom called me crying yesterday morning,my sister was taking to the hospital,vomiting,fever,dizzy,confused and so on.CT scan shows abcess in her brain from an infected tooth that she ignored.She is on morphine and not real responsive.All this yesterday,while she was upstairs,her daughter in law was in the emergency,4 months pregant and lost the baby.I am sooooooo sad and have not stopped crying since sunday.Today I had to have my sons gf at her 1st ob appointment,I posted about that in an earlier post,shes 3 months preg,all is well.From there we all went to the hospital to see my sister, before they operated on her.My son says,mom while we are waiting on her I am going to quick care about this pain in my back.I went out for lunch and recieved yet another blow that made me just start vomiting,they found something strange on his spine x-ray,and he was on his way to CT scan.CT shows something eaten the bone in his spine,those were the doctors words.Some bone is just gone.Wanted to know how long the pain has been there,my son said always,but really bad for the past year.He has to see a bone specialist in the next a.m. and have MRI .Doctor wanted him to stay over night and brian asked to plz go home and come back in the A.M.Doctor said it was oK.I am so worried and just falling apart.There is noway that this is going to be something minor,his spine is missing spots.I guess I would be thankful to find out it was something like MS.His life has been hell,I was only 15 when I had him,I was not the best mom being a child myself.He has has issues with drugs,and been addicted as well,so today when he was going to the emergency room,I was upset thinking he was trying to get a fix from the ER.I even told him to limp a little further to the left if he wanted to be convincing.I am sick at my stomach now,his limp and his pain were real.My 13 yr old looks like she is going to just exploed*she wont ley her self cry.


Jeanie,
Sending HUGS and PRAYERS your way!
Call me if you need, I am home!
in your life now!! ANYONE would feel anxiety from it all!
Keep strong and know we are thinking of you and praying for
all your folks that are ill. Take care!! Judy
Ok Brian (my son) just came over with all his paper work asking me to go over all of them with him.His order for the MRI say
You have a very full plate, Jeanie. I am so sorry to hear about these things. It's best to keep things in perspective & not try to analyze what has happened or
(((Jeanie))) You have sooo much going on, how are you doing????
Sheri Ann
Yes, Jeanie, it does sound like you are driving yourself crazy.
Sheri Ann
WoW!!!Jeanie,
I am so sorry you have all of this on you plate... a full plate too, it made me
tired reading it all. I think is definly what is the truth about the "Saying when it
rains it "Pours. Please know that you are a very strong person and you will get threw
this one step at a time truly, I wish I had a magic wand but please know I have you and
yours in my prayers and thoughts I know things will getting better Take Care and You
aren't alone ok.
((((((Bigs BIGS HugS)))
Lynn