Good day, bad day

iVillage Member
Registered: 11-22-2005
Good day, bad day
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Fri, 03-24-2006 - 2:21am

Hi everyone,

Yesterday was a great day for me. I didn't have any issues with panic or anxiety, and I felt like me again. It was like the clouds that had been blocking my life finally cleared away.
But then this morning....first of all I slept like crap. Then I thought I was having chest pains, I even put my hand on my chest to feel my heart beat. I am fighting it right now and I am feeling a bit better but the attack brought something else to my attention.
Do you ever feel like you don't really know who you are? For me it feels like sometimes I don't know what I really like if that makes sense. For instance if I read a magazine monthly do I really like it or do I do it out of habit? Same goes for TV and whatnot. I find myself to be very impulsive and I will jump around from interest to interest. Right now I am finding that I have become very intersted in video games again so now I am devoting time to reading gaming magazines that I have and playing games. But am I really interested or is it just a phase, or something out of habit? I ask my wife if she ever feels like that and we talked about it but overall she thinks that I think about things too much and she's probably right.
I have to call the doc today and see if there is anyway I can move my appointment closer. Yesterday I felt so good that I thought I would be able to wait until the 11th (when my appointment is scheduled for) with no problem, now I am not so sure.

Take care.

iVillage Member
Registered: 03-11-2004
In reply to: mrmet
Fri, 03-24-2006 - 8:00am

Overthinking is a sure sign of anxiety. I plead guilty to it:) I sometimes think in my mind's eye that we all would look good, smoking pipes & sitting on leather couches

 

 


 



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Registered: 05-16-2005
In reply to: mrmet
Fri, 03-24-2006 - 8:14pm

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Registered: 03-22-2003
In reply to: mrmet
Fri, 03-24-2006 - 8:34pm

mrmet, I overanalyze many things, this I am very guilty of.

Sheri Ann