miscarring again (5th time)

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Registered: 05-27-2003
miscarring again (5th time)
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Fri, 04-28-2006 - 9:40pm

oh God,


it looks like i'm mc again....i have been spotting since yesterday and now today its bright red like a period....and a TON of blood...like a period, no clots yet, but i'd expect to see them in the next day or soo....


i almost forgot i was a RPL'er....i kept trying to stay positive and was actually begining to believe that my mc's were just "flukes" ........


i thought maybe this would help, guess not....


you'd think it would get easier....the pain (emotional), guess not........


honestly, id rather not get pg than have a loss.....if i am not able to carry the baby, i'd rather never get pg with the baby....


its actually causing me to become "numb"....


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Registered: 03-11-2004
Fri, 04-28-2006 - 9:53pm
I am very sorry, Heather. This must be a difficult time for you. Undoubtedly you have feelings of failure. Totally untrue, but it will take time to get back to your confident self. This is a process of grieving that has stages you will need to work through. Though you may think you are numb to it, in the coming days you will have to face reality. I am suggesting the Miscarriage Support Board for those grieving issues. http://messageboards.ivillage.com/iv-bhmiscarriag
 

 


 



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Registered: 03-22-2003
Sat, 04-29-2006 - 11:39am

I'm so sorry to hear you are hurting as you are.

Sheri Ann

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Registered: 03-19-2003
Sun, 04-30-2006 - 2:42pm

(((((HUGS)))))

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Registered: 09-16-2005
Sun, 04-30-2006 - 3:04pm

(((Heather))) I'm so sorry for your loss and for your pain. Know I'm holding you in my thoughts and prayers.

Keitha

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Registered: 05-27-2003
Sun, 04-30-2006 - 6:54pm

hi ladies,


thanks for all the support.

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Registered: 03-13-2001
Mon, 05-01-2006 - 1:48pm

I am sorry that

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Registered: 05-27-2003
Mon, 05-01-2006 - 3:52pm

hey laura,


i haven't gone to see a re yet, that is the next step.

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Registered: 03-13-2001
Tue, 05-02-2006 - 4:17pm

The RE will be able to help you with the hormonal tests.

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