Anxiety Level HIGH

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Registered: 09-16-2005
Anxiety Level HIGH
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Sat, 05-13-2006 - 7:59pm

My anxiety level is so high I feel as if I could burst. Partner has been gone 2 weeks now and probably won't be back until Mon. or Tue. This has added alot of extra work and stress on me. My best friend is in the hospital in London going through kidney stones and I can't even drive there to see her. One of my baby kittens is dying and there is nothing I can do but wait for her to pass and give her up to God to care for. My new med has still not arrived though I do still have some of the old med which is at least keeping me from a total nervous breakdown (barely). I just keep trucking along hoping and praying I can keep it all together for just awhile longer. I don't want to be like this anymore I want to be the happy together person I use to be. I don't know what to do to fix it. It seems the more I try the further behind I get.

Keitha

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Sun, 05-14-2006 - 12:20am

(((Keitha)))

Sounds like anxiety is going around again and we caught it! I am sorry Mel is not home yet, we need to help you through the weekend until she gets home. Maybe a weekend chat is in order??

Lisa

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Sun, 05-14-2006 - 10:42am

(((Keitha))) This is a very tough time for you. Truly I wish I could take it all away. Sometimes when I have been in the depths, the only thing that kept me going was the *hope* that things would get back to the way they were. Try to hang on to that. In spite of everything & I admit you have had more than your share, you are NEVER alone. You can trust your higher power. Mel will be coming home. We are here & we have been in your shoes. Look around @ what you DO have. View yourself as a meaningful part of the big scheme of things. You fit perfectly into the universe. You are Keitha & so much more than this illness. I will send P&PT's your way & for your friend you aren't able to visit. My sympathies in the passing of your kitten. I know that would be hard to face alone. Keep on truckin' my friend. If you need to, call a crisis line. I may have mentioned before that I called a domestic violence line once when I was panicking. In spite of the fact that they don't deal with anxiety issues, they were very nice to me. Good luck & GBU! (((hugs))) jan




 

 


 



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Registered: 03-22-2003
Sun, 05-14-2006 - 2:48pm

(((Keitha))) Are you feeling better today?

Sheri Ann

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Sun, 05-14-2006 - 7:24pm

Heard nothing from my DD today though I did talk with my Mom this morning. I'm not really suprised not to hear from Mona she's so into her own little world. Did talk to Mel but she had bad news for me. The guys that were doing the roof walked out on the job so she'll be there heavens knows how long helping her cousin do the roof. She's hoping now to be home by Friday. When she finally gets home I'm not letting her leave here again LOL this has been way to long.

Keitha