just me again

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just me again
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Mon, 05-15-2006 - 11:55pm
Went to see my new primary doctor, and she is really nice. She gave me 3 refills on the 40 milligrams of paxil, and wants to see me in a month for that, and plus the results from the electrophysiologist I go see tomorrow for the syncope. I just find that the last few days, I have had anxiety, where I just want to scream! Of cours, I know stress and anxiety like to fester off of one another, so I am trying ... Tonight, after my b/f went to sleep, I just let it go and cried, and it felt so much better... He is working screwy hours (works in construction) and for the next few days, we wont really see each other, so that is kind of irritating me, plus, my parents are kind of acting too overly concerned about me and him getting a house ... i guess my mom hopes I am not being taken advantage of, and I said do you really think he would do a thing like that, and she was i dont know ... I mean come on, I know him .... He is not that type of person , he is a hard worker, and works hard for what he has ... if at all he is working a lot of overtime to pay off his truck, or get it nearly paid off by the time the house is finished next year in May. So, of coure, he cannot help me with a down payment right now, I understand that .... him paying off his truck is going to be extremely beneficial for us, then after that,we will hit my jeep to pay it of! I just wish they could be happy, and its making me having anxiety too ....
Other than that, not much .. I am watching Deal or No Deal as I type this, lol.
Today at work around 11ish, my stomach started bothering me, nauseous and kinda sickish feeling, so I came home and laid on the bed .... ate a little for dinner, but I hope I am not getting the flu ... myabe its something that I ate? I feel warm too, and my throat is a little scratchy too. BTW, how long before the extra 20 milligram starts to kick in? Should it be immediately, or is it the same as when I first started taking it ... it takes a while?
Kim


Edited 5/15/2006 11:57 pm ET by tiggerof100acrewoods
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Registered: 03-11-2004
Tue, 05-16-2006 - 10:00am

Hi, Kim! Naturally your mom is wanting the best for you. Her concern is probably feeding your anxiety. I know it would mine): Just remind yourself that life is full of chances. From watching the court shows on tv, if you're bf is making truck payments, then he must have had decent credit to buy the truck. If he is making the payments on time, all the better. He sounds like a good risk.


The med increase will take some time. By 4 weeks you ought to see a big difference. With the paxil already in your system, it might not even be that long.


Good luck with seeing the dr. Hopefully you aren't coming down with something. If you are(we have all had illness on the board) get well soon! Take care! Keep in touch. (((hugs))) jan