going to approach today positive
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| Wed, 05-24-2006 - 7:16am |
today i am going to be ultra positive. i still havent heard from the therapist group. its been a week and i am getting a bit upset. i am going to try them today and if i get no response i am going to go someplace else. i do not want to wait anymore. my anxiety over giving my husband space is so so. i woke up several times in the night. he didnt call to say goodnight and i didnt call him even though i wanted to. i was going to send him a text message saying goodnight but i didnt. this morning i am glad i didn't. i know this is not normal. i was just talking to his sister and she wants me to really try to separate myself and distance myself from him. for my own good and peace of mind. these problems in my marriage are not going to be fixed over night. i know that. with me and my fearsd and anxiety i have to take baby steps. maybe i will turn my phone off. i know he will call me this morning. tell me why he didnt call me last night. got back late. whatever. he is at an impala convention in missouri. supposedly by himself. his friend was suppossed to go with him but then backed out. i'm not mentally going there. i can't. i copied and pasted my horoscope for the day. here it is:
You're putting too much effort into finding a solution. Take a deep breath and a few steps back from this situation. Instead, let your subconscious do the work of solving a knotty old problem. It's so much easier.
i am going to try to follow that each day. i saved it in my e-mail so i can read it each morning. i am up out of bed for the first time in 2 days. the sun is shining and i am going to be positive today. (i hope) i had trouble entering the chat last night. i dont think i can on my computer.

I love your horoscope!
Sheri Ann