Probably losing another job......
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Probably losing another job......
| Wed, 06-07-2006 - 10:22pm |
I posted on here a few months ago about attacks I was having and didn't know what they were. I was getting better so I thought I could handle it, until tonight. I felt an attack coming on while I was at work(I'm a waitress) so I stepped away from the customers and was taking deep beaths trying to calm myself down b/c that usually works if i catch it right at the beginning. It helped so i went back to work. I was getting ready to leave when my boss pulled me aside and told me he couldnt have that happening. I had an evaluation a few weeks ago where he told me i was one of the best servers he had but to try to get a little faster with the pre-close and end of the night cleaning so I wouldn't be there so late but he had no problems with my customer service. Tonight he says that I have improved on pre-close(I have been getting out an hr earlier), but all of the sudden he says I have problems with customer service and if I don't improve in a week he will fire me. I know I need to go to a dr and get on medication and that's something that's really hard for me. I absolutely love my job and I told him that. He asked me what i was going to do to improve and I told him I was doing the best I could do(It's been good enough for 5 months), but now he says it's not good enough. I have quit so many jobs during these attacks and I was finally doing so good.It's just really frustrating.

"I know I need to go to a dr and get on medication and that's something that's really hard for me."
Making that first doc appt is the hardest.
Sheri Ann