a little not so good, and a little ok...

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a little not so good, and a little ok...
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Thu, 06-08-2006 - 5:36pm

Hey everyone, I am on such a roller coaster these days and need to get off this ride! Do you ever feel that way??

I had a PA last night, it had been such a long time that I *hoped* they were going to drift away. No such luck. It has pretty much ruined my whole day today because sometimes the recovery is as bad as the attack. I am all washed out, weak, tired, and feeling defeated.

The slightly good news is that I am going away for a couple days. This is either a really good idea or a bad one. I am going through a lot in my "personal" life and this will give it a break or break it. Not sure which outcome is preferred yet.

So wish me luck, I will be out on the open road in unfamiliar territory!

Lisa

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Thu, 06-08-2006 - 6:59pm
Oh, i so understand. I have been on the panic/anxiety rollercoaster as well these days...(I don't remember buying tickets for this ride, do you? ). urgh, and it's awful.
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Thu, 06-08-2006 - 7:26pm

Thanks so much Kel,

I am hoping this trip does the trick, I really need a break from it all. And where *did* we get those darn tickets...LOL.

Hugs,
Lisa

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Thu, 06-08-2006 - 8:52pm

I like your description of the roller coaster - that's exactly how I feel!

Sheri Ann