I didnt think it could get any worse :(
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I didnt think it could get any worse :(
| Mon, 08-21-2006 - 12:15pm |
I am still dealing with the fact that my uncle is dying, and I was doing pretty good at accepting it, then this morning I just got a phone call that a LONG time family friend passed away of a heart attack... I am babysitting this morning, and I am not doing a very good job, I am sitting here bawling, and I am tired of everything. I really dont want to deal with this at all, and I feel sooooo bad for his wife and kids, and all I can think is Why does this always happen to me, when I NO there are people who are hurting way more than I am. Sorry, I just need some support and a place to vent my frustrations!!
Kindra
Kindra

(((Kindra))) I am so sorry to hear of your loss.
Sheri Ann
Kindra
(((Kindra))) She sounds VERY insensitive, definitely
Sheri Ann
considerate when she said that to you--- even if she did not know
the person it is RUDE!! Try not to let the anger toward her
overtake your feelings right now. Best let her be for now I think!
Focus on the family of your friend who passed away and consider
what they might need right now! A batch of brownies??? Something to
let them know you care!! As for your uncle I know it is very difficult
to accept these things. We have no control over them all we can do
is try to ease their pain somehow. WHen my brother died I had a very
hard time feeling so bad for myself then I realized I need to focus
on HIM not ME!! So I wrote some letters to him about things we did
as kids that were funny-- kind of a memory book and a thank you!!
I did also find some little books at the bookstore that were
really cute just to make him a laugh a little!
His death reminded me of all those little things I take for granted!!
I hope that this helps you somehow!! My heart goes out to you! Judy