feeling lonely and depressed...
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feeling lonely and depressed...
| Sun, 10-01-2006 - 3:53pm |
i don't know where else to turn...
sunday is the only day dh has off of work, and he's been gone all day and i won't see him until he comes home around 1 in the morning. he's at a football game...and i know its not fair of me to be mad at him, he works so hard and deserves time to "play," but i soooo look foward to sunday's cause i get to spend time with him...
there's very little that i look foward too these days...everyday is the same with me...a whole lot of nothing (i'm on bedrest due to a complicated pregnancy).

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(((((((((((Heather)))))))))
Your someday WILL come!!!!
Jennifer
"Oh, that you would bless me indeed, and enlarge my territory, that Your hand would be with me, and that You would keep me from evi
I totally agree, Jennifer.
Sheri Ann
Hi & welcome!
Sheri Ann
Hi. Thanks for the support that you've given me in the past. I have to tell you that I agree with the other posters. Something like this will pass eventually, and before you know it, you'll be out of the blue and into the clear. Sometimes, it's not easy going through depression and loneliness. I sometimes go through that too where it feels like nothing's right. Then, I realize that I have to find a way to make myself happy, because that's what life is really all about.
When I was living on my own for the first time out of school, I remember calling my friends back home, and all of them were busy with their lives to the point that I couldn't really talk with them. Then eventually, life did get better, and I found more distractions. Hang in there! It'll work out eventually! Promise! <<<>>>
Yaddiya
thanks ladies for all the kind and supportive words.
Heather,
I am so sorry that you are not feeling so
thanks for your reply heather,
yeah, and i coming down on my meds...and i'm super worried about this too:( i'm not trying to get off the meds, just lower the dosage due to the risks of withdrawl to the baby...my p doc said that she'd rather me lower my ssri and up the zyprexa if i need too...and if i keep feeling anxious like this, i will probably up my dosage of the zyprexa...
we'll see....
sigh...
Sometimes I am so sad for my ds.
He is sixteen and has this.
I worry about his future.
He always tells me I am there for him and that I do truly understand.
I usually call him from work.
Today he asked me why I wondered if he is okay.
I worry about him but don't want to make him any more anxious than he is and then I worry about that and become anxious myself.
His friends have drifted away because he homeschools, and obviously he is not very social.
He tells me he isn't lonely but sometimes I know he is.
I wish I could reach out and hug you but going through my experiences with my ds I know ppl make him uncomfortable esp strangers.
Someday I hope he won't have to deal with this but honestly I have accepted it isn't just going to go away as much as we both would like it to.
Hope is what gets me through.
My prayer for you is that you find hope and realize you are a wonderful mom.
I believe not all of us are meant to be social butterfies and our experience has taught me to be more non-judgemental and less hard on myself.
Just beginning to realize my darling son may have inherited this from me and my beloved mom. (believe we both have it went un-diagnosed)
I have good days and bad days.
Each day I get up and go to work is a "Victory" for me.
Sometimes I think we might have had something traumatic happen in our lives or there is the gene connection but I look at it like maybe there is a reason.
I have met alot of really great ppl.
Learned alot about myself along the way.
Unconditional love.
My ds is amazing, in spite of his daily struggle.
While others may not understand and be supportive I will and I am.
Someday I hope others will become informed and educated about this.
In the meantime I will advocate for him.
I am all he has got.
And that makes me sad.
But hope springs eternal.
He knows I love him.
Don't push but gently encourage him.
Little victories.
Hugs!
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