I DID IT!!!

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Registered: 10-18-2006
I DID IT!!!
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Thu, 11-16-2006 - 12:58am

OK EVERYONE I DID IT I TOOK HALF A PILL (XANAX) I WENT TO MY THERIPIST TONIGHT AND MY HUSBAND WAS WITH ME, IT TOOK ME 40 MIN, I I HAD MORE ANXIETY THEN I HAVE EVER FELT BUT I TOOK IT, AND I FEEL GREAT NOW THAT I KNOW I DIDNT DIE. IT IS THE BIGGEST RELIEF I HAVE EVER FELT. ITS ONE STEP CLOSER TO GETTING THRU THIS. THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO HAS HELPED WITH ALL YOUR WORDS AND ENCOURGEMENT, IT MEANS THE WORLD TO ME THAT PEOPLE I HAVE NEVER MET IN PERSON CAN BE SO KIND AND UNDERSTANDING, AND EVEN MORE UNDERSTANDING THEN THE PEOPLE WHO ARE IN FRONT OF ME.

SEE YOU ALL IN CHAT
NICOLE

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Registered: 03-11-2004
In reply to: nicole529803
Thu, 11-16-2006 - 9:37am
Whoo Hoo! That's great news, Nicole. It makes me happy to share in your progress. Now that the fear is out of the way, you will have a clearer path to recovery. Wishing you continued success! (((hugs))) jan


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Registered: 09-16-2005
In reply to: nicole529803
Thu, 11-16-2006 - 3:19pm

Nicole that is wonderful news to share. Congratulations. Hopefully you'll now be able to work on getting yourself better. This board has been a lifesaver for me also these women have stood by me in times of need. I've made friends who understand my problems and have been able to laugh with me and cry with me. Glad you found us and hope you stay around awhile.

Keitha

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Registered: 07-28-2004
In reply to: nicole529803
Thu, 11-16-2006 - 6:17pm

Yay Nicole! Way to go!!

I am so glad you feel better. That is really inspiring that you faced such intense anxiety.

Hugs,
Dee

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Registered: 10-18-2006
In reply to: nicole529803
Thu, 11-16-2006 - 6:29pm
OK SO I DID IT BUT TODAY I FEEL MORE ANXIOUS THEN I HAVE IN A WHILE, IM NOT SURE IF IT IS BECAUSE I WAS SO ANXIOUS FROM LAST NIGHT THAT I STILL HAVENT CALMED DOWN ALL THE WAY OR WHAT BUT I REALLY HATE THIS FEELING. I HAVE DONE A LOT OF DEEP BREATHING AND ALL THAT BUT NOTHING IS HELPING.
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Registered: 07-28-2004
In reply to: nicole529803
Thu, 11-16-2006 - 7:22pm

Hi Nicole,

Did you get enough sleep last night? I noticed your post was from @ 1am. I know sleep problems can be a sypmtom of anxiety...but when I've had a bad night, my next day anxiety is just much worst. Bad cycle.

Could this be a part of it?

Hugs,
Dee

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Registered: 03-22-2003
In reply to: nicole529803
Thu, 11-16-2006 - 7:48pm

OH MY GOSH!!!

Sheri Ann

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Registered: 03-22-2003
In reply to: nicole529803
Thu, 11-16-2006 - 7:58pm

Don't give up, it was just one dose.

Sheri Ann

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Registered: 05-27-2003
In reply to: nicole529803
Thu, 11-16-2006 - 8:18pm

oh nicole! what an accomplishment! thats huge!


keep up the good work:) and keep us posted!