really starting to FREAK OUT:(
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really starting to FREAK OUT:(
| Sat, 12-16-2006 - 5:47pm |
as most of you know i'm sceduled for an induction on monday....
and i'm starting to freak out:(...i'm soooooo scared of labor....i wish i could just make this all go away...i wanted this baby so much before my anxiety came out like this...but now...i am sooo afraid of the labor and the work of having a new born...i wish i wasn't pregnant....
i've been trying really hard to keep "it" together...
i'm just not doing a very good job of this...
i'm sooooooooooo very scared:(

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Heather .....sending you strong vibes honey. Please know that you are strong and that you are a wonderful mother now. Think about how even in your state of anxiety you can still take care of that wonderful Tyler. So know that you WILL be able to do this. You just have to take it day by day, step by step honey. It will not always be difficult. It will take an initial adjustment and then you will be a pro just like you are now! Anxiety is the fear of fear and feeds on itself. Don't be afraid. Just accept it. Ride the wave honey and take it as it comes........let it wash over you and disappear. Then you will no longer be so afraid. You can do this. Believe in yourself.
Please let me know when you have the lil' guy. I will be thinking of you and sending you strong, happy vibes. Good luck tomorrow darlin!
Stacey
Stacey
Loving Mom to Brendan (10), Samma (6), Delaney Kate (3) and Natalie "MiMi" (2)
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