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| Sat, 01-13-2007 - 10:21pm |
Thanks for the P&PT when Lance died. It's been two weeks and I am surviving. It's not easy though.
Through all this, my anxiety has not subsided. I got my Zoloft upped to 150 mg but I swear this obsessiveness is not going away. I really feel that it is affecting how I grieve for Lance. I feel more focused on that most of the time. So I thought I had breast cancer as you all know. At my last appt two weeks ago, the dr did another breast examination(this is like the 6th one I have had since August) and she felt nothing. Said she would send me for another test(that I already have had)but after that she won't send me anymore because it is showing nothing. Then I get pain between my breasts-think I have costochondritis or am having a heart attack. Tonight I "thought" I felt a lump in my neck, had


Once again, I want to tell you how sorry I am about Lance. I know this is a tough time for you. Grieving doesn't follow the book. We all grieve in our own way & time. It's understandable that your anxiety & fears of physical illness have increased. Please be patient with yourself. Don't allow yourself to be pressured by these thoughts. Even folks without a diagnosed anxiety disorder have similiar fears after a
Thanks. I didn't know they had a board like that here. I'm going to go check it out.
Tina
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Tina I wish I could make your hurt and worries just dissapear. But I can't. I do agree with Jan that having someone to talk to right now might be a good idea. My prayers are with you and yours. Take care of yourself and keep us informed of how you are doing we worry about you.
Keitha
(((Tina))) I am so happy you stopped by!
Sheri Ann
Hey, Tina!
Sheri Ann
I'm okay. My anxiety seems better. I think it has a lot to do with I just don't have the energy to worry. I am too busy grieving.
Thanks for asking. I still lurk!
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With Lance's birthday just a couple of days away, I imagine this is a bad time for you.
Sheri Ann