Finally making some progress :)

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Registered: 06-08-2005
Finally making some progress :)
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Tue, 01-16-2007 - 6:43pm

Hello everyone,

So I think I am finally making some progress. The past month has been tough, but today I actually am feeling better. I'm not sure if I posted this before, but my living situation over the past few months has been a nightmare. I moved in with my best friend into an apartment. She is a big partier and the whole thing was just not a healthy environment at all, especially with my anxiety. There was always drugs and alcohol, getting woken up at 2:00 in the morning. Well I just couldn't take it anymore (paying rent for her parties etc.) and I just told her it wasn't working and I packed up and left back to my parents where I can consentrate on getting better and meditate in peace. Sure she is mad at me and she feels like I betrayed her, but ya know what? I DON'T CARE!!! She has made my life the past few months a living hell which led up to this horrible anxiety iv'e been having. I just feel so much more empowered now since I stood up for myself. And I haven't even had a drop of alcohol for five days, I haven't even thought of it, I just want to be well again. It even feels like the prozac is kicking in, YAY FOR ME!!!

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Tue, 01-16-2007 - 6:54pm
Good for you! When she grows up she'll realize that you did the right thing. You have to put your health and well being first. A true friend would realize that.
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Registered: 09-16-2005
Tue, 01-16-2007 - 8:28pm

YAH for you. You took the situation into your control and did what was best for you. I'm so proud of you. Looks like a pretty big step to me congratulations.

Keitha

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Registered: 03-11-2004
Wed, 01-17-2007 - 12:25am
That is great news! Dumping the extra stress is always a good thing. Don't look back. You've done what is best for you & that doesn't require any explanation! (((hugs))) jan

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Registered: 03-22-2003
Wed, 01-17-2007 - 9:10pm

Yay!

Sheri Ann