Finally making some progress :)
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| Tue, 01-16-2007 - 6:43pm |
Hello everyone,
So I think I am finally making some progress. The past month has been tough, but today I actually am feeling better. I'm not sure if I posted this before, but my living situation over the past few months has been a nightmare. I moved in with my best friend into an apartment. She is a big partier and the whole thing was just not a healthy environment at all, especially with my anxiety. There was always drugs and alcohol, getting woken up at 2:00 in the morning. Well I just couldn't take it anymore (paying rent for her parties etc.) and I just told her it wasn't working and I packed up and left back to my parents where I can consentrate on getting better and meditate in peace. Sure she is mad at me and she feels like I betrayed her, but ya know what? I DON'T CARE!!! She has made my life the past few months a living hell which led up to this horrible anxiety iv'e been having. I just feel so much more empowered now since I stood up for myself. And I haven't even had a drop of alcohol for five days, I haven't even thought of it, I just want to be well again. It even feels like the prozac is kicking in, YAY FOR ME!!!

YAH for you. You took the situation into your control and did what was best for you. I'm so proud of you. Looks like a pretty big step to me congratulations.
Keitha
Yay!
Sheri Ann