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| Wed, 02-07-2007 - 3:03pm |
Hey guys...having a rough day. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry. This week has just seemed to dump more crap on me each day is progresses! My car broke down (my only transportation), my grandpap just got out of the hospital, Can't sleep, I could go on for hours. I just need to vent................veeeeennnnnnnnnntttttttttiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnng!
I hate days like this. Thanx for putting up with me.
Mandi

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That is funny...my cat likes me to chase him around the house and play what I call hide and seek...i will hind around the corner and he leaps up at me he is crazy...I am glad you got to relax last night!! My hubbie good like that too if I don't feel like making anything he will do it for me...today is kind of a rough day since now he wont be back till Sunday afternoon or evening sometime...i honestly think I am just going to lay low here at home today and the weekend because this is where I am the most comfortable...makes me feel like a hermit...do you think that is a bad thing? lol...i was out most of the afternoon yesterday and I am really tired today but who knows...
And what was that with Greys last night? With Meredith? Now we gotta wait a whole week to find out what happened lol...SUCKS....but I was shocked. and to make it worse half of the fuses blew in my house last night I think because of these heaters that we bought and my sister in laws boyfriend and my dad had to come over and fix it...and of course i was upset and kind freaking out thanks to anxiety but my dad stayed and talked for awhile afterwards so that made me feel better...but i was pretty keyed up until I took my Xanax and sat down and relaxed....so im leaving the heaters off till my husband gets home I am a heat hog and love it to be really warm inside but for the next couple of days I am just gonna cuddle with my blankets lol....the house that we live in used to have a woodstove and I wish they had left it in here...i like the central heat and air but the woodstove would have kept it alot warmer in the winter :) but oh well...i guess I need to go put my laundry in the dryer....write me back if you get a chance cause today is kinda sucky...I just miss my hubbie he is my rock so its hard but I understand he needs to be there..but it still sucks lol anywho i will talk to you later!! I hope that you are having a better day
Krista
I am sorry to hear about your heating incident...But that was nice that you had two helpful ppl. to fix it. It is too cold out there! I am the same way in the winter, I love to be so warm and my bf hates when I turn up the heat. I am always cold, dressed in sweats, a hoodie, sox and a blanket. Him, on the other hand, can walk the garbage down across the parking lot in shorts, slippers and a thermal tee! We are always going back and forth with the temperature.
OMG! When Meredith fell off that pier or whatever last night, I really screamed her name out loud. And it was the end! I looked at my cell to check the time and I was so mad. I am addicted to that show. LOVE IT! I make my bf watch Ugly Betty and Grey's every Thursday, I think he secretly likes it.
It's good that you got out of the house. Have you ever just tried taking a ride and listen to your fav. upbeat music. Sometimes that works for me. I love when I am home alone sometimes I turn the music up and sing like I am on American Idol. Corney, but it's fun.
Too bad about the woodstove, that sounds warm and comforting. I hope your weekend goes smoothly, I know it must seem hard. I totally understand abt needing him there with you, I feel like that everytime I look at my honey. We have been together for 2.5 yrs., and meeting him changed my life. He shares his words of wisdom whenever I start to panic. Like just knowing that he is there, calms me down. We are lucky women!
I will be online for another two or so hours...I am here if ya need me! HUGS!!!!
Mandi
Yep, when it rains it pours :(
Sheri Ann
Thanks Mandi....I really appreciate your notes and you keeping me company!! And we are lucky women...I have felt tired and crappy today so that just makes it worse...I think I am just going to watch a good movie tonite...my dad is supposed to be coming by again later but Im not sure...i hate feeling this way it makes me feel like im helpless but I just miss him so much...and his parents are up there too and they are who I go to when Im feeling bad when he is not around and now they are gone too lol...grrr I don't mean to vent but it helps...and I might get out and just drive around a bit tomorrow...just to kill some time....right now though i am going to go and call him i think...just need to talk to him lol...but thank you for letting me vent and im glad i found you on here!! luv and hugs
Krista
Krista,
I hope your weekend turned out better than expected. It's Monday, which means your hubbie is home with you! I know you have a big smile on your face....
It sounds like you were able to come up with a few things to keep yourself busy. I find that venting, even out loud to yourself can help. But anywho... How is everything with your husbands grandfather? I hope everything is okay. My prayers are with you and the family.
This is a big week for me because my sister is getting married on Saturday! I am nervous and excited. I am her Maid of Honor, so I am expected to give a speech and everything which has been driving me crazy since they got engaged. *ANXIETY* It sucks. I found this really pretty sister poem that I am going to read as part of my toast. It is just a small wedding, family and close friends, about 100 ppl. She found out she was prego about 4 mths. ago. So...in the same token I am going to be an Aunt too! It is soooo amazing! It's going to be really hard to see my little sister get married. Tears...lots of tears.
I will be online all day if ya need me. Much luv and hugs!
*Mandi*
Hey Mandi!! You will have to tell me how your wedding goes on Sat...that is exciting!! But I would be nervous too to give a toast and poem and all of that...are you writing one yourself or are you looking online to find a really nice one? I like Walt Whitman alot...I write poetry myself its how I get alot of my feelings out and stuff...I have been trying to get a book of it published for awhile, but no luck yet. I haven't done alot with it in a long time since most of the time you have to enter contests with publishing companies and they charge a reading fee, and right now I do not have the money for that lol my doctors are getting it all...and yes, my weekend got better...and I am so glad he is home now...do you have any big plans for Valentines Day? I think we are just going to lay low...he has to work in the morning and we really need to go grocery shopping, so that might be our afternoon lol. Sadly though my husbands grandfather did pass away, but it was a good thing...he was in a lot of pain and he wanted to go so he is in a much better place now...Home finally lol and I thank you for your prayers for his family...I think everyone was in a way relieved since he has been in alot of emotional and physical pain for quite a few years now.
This week so far has been allright...how about you? I am thinking I am going to need to go to my gyno soon...my cycle all whacked out in a way...im on bc pills but ever since this stuff started I have had alot of breakthrough bleeding and some pain and cramping so I am thinking it might be time to make an appt and get it checked out just in case...I am just tired of seeing doctors and the gyno visit I HATE i used to almost throw up afterwards it was horrible, but cant mess around with that stuff lol...
So girl, write me back and let me know how you are and how your Valentines day is...its cold and rainy here so im staying put with a blanket lol...and I think Im having breakfast for dinner....pancake and eggs...my hubbie makes a good pancake :) lots of hugs!! hope to hear from you soon...
Krista
Hey girlie! Sorry, we just got hit with a snow/ice storm within the past two days so I haven't been @ work. We just got like 10 inches of snow plus about an inch and a half of freezing rain. It was crazy! But fun...
I am so sorry to hear about your husband's grandfather. Although, sometimes it is time and better that they are with God above watching over us. Carefree and painless. It doesn't make it any easier to deal with, but can provide some comfort.
Well...my lil' sis is getting married in TWO DAYS...it seems so surreal. I am going to be an emotional mess on Saturday. My sister and I are 18 mths apart and we are super close. She is like one of my bestest friends. So, I found this really nice poem online that is just perfect for my toast! The man is she marrying is so good to her. I have never seen her this happy before so I am not losing my sister, just gaining a brother. It was sort of last minute because they want to get married before the baby is born in July and her belly is growing by the day. So...we pulled this wedding together in a month and a half. I think it is going to be so beautiful. I am soooo excited!
Anywho...my Valentine's day was great! I took my sweetie out for lunch then we went to walmart to get each other some goodies. He got me the works: teddy bear, flowers, candy and a balloon. I have a Chanel bag on the way too. I can't wait until I get that! I am a purse freak! Because of the weather, we had to make due with what we had, left over chili for our dinner. But overall, it was one of the best v-days ever. I hope you two had a love-filled day! Let me know how your day went.
After today I won't be online again until Monday. Pray that I won't lose my cool to anxiety for this wedding! I hope you have a wonderful weekend! Stay warm! Many hugs!
Mandi
OMG im a purse freak too!!! My next bag will be a Coach bag of some sort...im waiting till we get our tax money back lol...i want a real Louis Vuitton sooo bad...i have a good replica one that I bought online, I have a Dooney and Bourke that I bought with money we won in Las Vegas last year, and everywhere I go i pick up purses lol...i have a ton of them from various different stores. my husband bitches all of the time, why do you need so many purses? lol...CAUSE IM A GIRL THATS WHY lol...I hope you have a wonderful time this weekend at your sisters wedding...today is a kinda yucky day for me not feeling all that great and probly going to lay low for the next couple days or at least today...i got a cute talking french cat stuffed animal from Hallmark for V day...i love stuffed animals lol now i just have to figure out where I am going to put him since I have so many lol...I am glad you had a good day...and I wish we had gotten some snow! we were supposed to get some Tuesday but ended up being all rain (Yuck)so i was dissapointed. But that is okay i guess...its jut really cold here now lol...but you need to tell me what your bag looks like when you get it, send a pic or something...i have never looked at the Chanel bags but i should...i love Fendis too...but anywho im gonna go try to eat something now...my belly been bothering me a bit today...if you get a chance write me back!! and have fun this weekend and tell me all about it...much luv and hugs :)
Krista
Sometimes it helps to vent. ;)
This week has been bad...actually h*ll but I am an optimistic and always hopeful. :)
Sounds like you could use a hug or two!
It will get better. Better days ahead hon.
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