I feel like I am about to drop dead.....
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| Tue, 04-24-2007 - 8:42am |
of a brain bleed or aneurism (sp?)!! My head hurts so bad and yesterday I took an Ibrofphen(sp?) 800 and it took the edge off but, then 3 hours later it was right back to where it was before. Amazingly though, I can sleep and it does not wake me up or anything. I can't understand that. I had my cat scan done on Saturday night and I am still worrying over if they could have missed something on the scan...a tumor, a blood vessell that is fixing to pop at any moment. I thought at first it could be caffiene withdrawal because I stopped drinking the daily mountain dew that I always had to have (BTW, I was drinking mountain dew everyday for about 10 yrs!!! So, that is alot of caffiene!!) Anywho, I had some Pepsi this morning and so far nothing but, I will tell ya that I will be going to the store to buy a mountain dew today!!! I would rather deal with the heartburn than these headaches!! If that is what this is that is causing these headaches. It could also be sinus but, the radiologist did not say anything about my sinus's being infected on the scan all he said was that it was normal!
I know I am driving everyone crazy but, I feel like I am loosing it!!! I don't want to die at this age and I honestly think that is what is going to happen. I want to go running back to the ER and have them look at me again but, my dh is away for the week for work and he said that if I go back to the ER again for something they said I was fine he was finaling for divorce!!! I guess I am ready for the looney bin!!
Hugs to all,
Jennifer


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Thoughts of suicide fall outside of the norm, IMHO. If you are thinking of this, Amanda, you need to seek help right away. Call your dr. or therapist. Get to an emergency room. Call a hotline 1-800-273-TALK where trained people can guide you to the resources you need.
Many times with anxiety we *fear* going insane or that we'll *lose it* or will die. But those are feelings that never happen. Please be safe & do the right thing. Ending a life is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. GL & GBU! (((hugs))) jan
manda
could you send me your email and we'll talk more about this it's such a delicate subject. You can email me at Kywomyn@aol.com
Thx, K. This is a sensitive issue & one that can be triggering to those on the board. Don't forget there's two boards where info can be obtained 're these thoughts. http://messageboards.ivillage.com/iv-rlcrisis
http://messageboards.ivillage.com/iv-bhsuicidesur
Hi Jennifer!
I was responding to another post earlier, and as I was, I was drinking Coke. I sat here asking myself WHY I would do that, as I quit it last fall, and here I am all grumpy and anxious and I'm drinking it on top of that?
I quit drinking it b/c I was having a lot of palpitations, and it was rough, but it didn't take long to get it to stick, because I felt a very quick end to the palpitations. The headaches were miserable. The good news - I lost 7 1/2 pounds in the 3 weeks after I quit drinking it! Now I have a few sips every so often, but I try to make sure I have lots of other options on hand (doesn't help that DH drinks tons of it too).
Hope you're feeling great soon
Sam
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