horribly sick every morning
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|Sat, 05-22-2010 - 1:37am|
i've been dealing with anxiety for five years, and of course it comes in waves. right now i'm completely unmedicated, because i just hate the thought of having to take a pill every single morning, but i've stayed steady on a few medications, ativan being the longest term. i always stop medicine mostly out of lack of money. my dr needs a recheck and when my insurance dropped me they just get too expensive. so i just end up quitting the meds.
anyway, what brought me here are my mornings.
every morning i wake up in pain. like my stomach is having a civil war and literally attacking itself... this has been going on for as long as i've had anxiety. it even can happen on a beautiful sunday morning, or a morning that i'm off work.. i wake up wretching and holding my stomach and dry heaving... sometimes i throw up but usually its unproductive.. then for hours all my stomach can tolerate is mountain dew and nibbles of saltines. anyway, with everything going on in my life (and i know everyone here's life too) this debilitating nausea in the morning has GOT to go!!! i can't deal with it anymore! I'm springing for a doctor's appointment thursday, but i need to talk about it now!