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|Fri, 06-04-2010 - 8:06am|
When I got home last night the neurologosts office had called and left a message for me to call them back. Of course it was to late to call so had to wait until this morning. I'm sure its about the tests I have to have but of course I panicked! I had anxiety dreams all night andkept waking up with panic. Dh gets so angry with me when, as he says, I don't think logically!! I got up upset and crying now hes upset with me and gave me a big lecture. I can't get him to understand that only makes things worse. Now I feel panicky and beat up emotionally. Last night my dd sat here and complained about how rough it is on her since I had to stop baby sitting. I"m a mess this morning with fear and guilt. Just needed to unload.
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