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|Sun, 08-08-2010 - 6:45am|
I dont know where else to post, but I just need to get it out. I've had 4 long anxiety attacks today over a situation that is my fault and here it st 5am and I still cant sleep and my heart feels like it is going to beat out of my chest. I dont take any kind of medications. And I know no sleep only escalates the anxiety.
Here's the deal - I was responsible for ordering elementary school spirit shirts for the PTO. I've only just begun with PTO the end of last year, so I do not personally know any of these people. I received the order yesterday and was going thru it all today. I mistakenly ordered 80 additional shirts at $6 each in size adult Medium!!!! I looked at the wrong line when I was ordering. How could I have been sooo stupid!! I just feel like running away from the whole thing. Admit my mistake to the PTO and give up my duties and run. Unfortunately, my son is just a 1st grader at the school and I'll be around that school for a very long time. I finally emailed the PTO President at 4am this morning and said I needed her to give me a call as soon as possible in the morning.
Any advice or how to handle the situation would be appreciated. Thanks for letting me get this out on your board. (I havent been over to IVillage in about a year)