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|Sun, 03-30-2003 - 10:51am|
Happy Sunday. I am having a very rough time lately at work.
They brought in a mediator which is a good thing. I have been counseled & may lose my job. I have been in this job 5 months & the depression I was experiencing really blocked my mind to the point I just felt like a zombie. I am on meds but this issue isn't the first time I have had problems in the workplace. I am seeing a doctor & a therapist. I am using the tools they mediator said to use. I meet with her again on Tuesday. My problems are is that I have made some mistakes, I need to focus more & slow down. My boss is the type that hates repeating herself and gives no postive strokes. I realzie I am too needy & need too much reassurance. This job is a great job because it is expanding my skills in my field. I am overwhelmed with anxiety because I do not want to make a mistake.
With my depression & low self-esteem it has just been ruining things for me.
Does anyone expereince this? I mean I know what my problems are. I am addressing them. If this job doesn't work out I will take a long vacation.
On the upswing, I have done great at not calling my ex who I think I mentioned is a big loser. :)
If this looks redundant I did post on another board.