confused about LOTS of things lately....
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|Wed, 05-28-2003 - 1:27pm|
just thought i would post and see if anyone ever gets how i feel now. i just feel so confused by so many things right now. as you all know, i am moving to france in september and that is great but i am so nervous that i can't get as excited as i feel that i should be. and i also feel that i need to do so many things everyday and i get overwhelmed and don't do anything! for example: i read in magazines that you need to meditate for 30 minutes per day, another mag says that you should exercise for 30 minutes and i want to soak my feet and do the pedicure thing for 15 minutes per day plus do yoga for one hour per day and i try to read as much as possible too and keep a journal so what gives? i mean, that would suck up all of my time outside of work, plus some of my sleep time too so it is just overwhelming. however, i feel that if i don't do all of these things then i am a failure and that my life is not as "together" as it should be. i'm probably rambling and i know that i am edgy today for some reason but if anyone else feels this way, please let me know!