Confused, bummed out......
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|Mon, 06-02-2003 - 9:36am|
Instead, he got a "brick" put into the Pavillion Walkway (in our town center) that says "Julie, Brian, and Buster - 2003". I know that is REALLY sweet & stuff. And he even said "that will be there forever". I don't want to sound like I don't appreciate it, because it is a very nice gift.
I'm just upset. It's been 3 years. Almost 2 years living together. We are in our 30's. But - no proposal. No ring. I want to get married. And he knows it.
I'm getting tired of waiting. I love him, and he is a great guy. I'm trying to NOT take it personally, but sometimes I can't help but start wandering into that bad area of "am I not good enough" "am I not thin enough" "am I not fun enough"....
I just don't know what to do. How long do I wait? Am I wasting my time? I can't come up with answers to these questions.
He says he wants to get married to me "someday"... but gets all pissy if I try to push the issue. He feels that it should be a surprise when a guy proposes.... whatever! Yeah, It will sure be a surprise when I am 80 years old & the shock kills me!
I'm so confused. I wish I had a reliable crystal ball that could tell me exactly what to do.
Thanks guys, I need to get this off my chest!