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|Wed, 06-04-2003 - 8:31pm|
About a year ago I broke up with him, after being together for three years, I broke his heart but i didnt feel like he was "the one" for me and i needed to end it. I was OK at first and he soon found a new girl who he started seeing seriously. Soon though i started to feel like i had made a big mistake, i started missing him so much. (not to mention that i really had not met anyone). He eventually broke up with his new girlfriend and we decided we could try it again. We started going out and seeing each other but everything was on his terms....talk to each other when HE had time, see each other when HE could, obvioulsy i could tell that things were no longer like they used to be. However i tried to ignore it and hope things would just go back to the way things were. I know he loved me so much, we talked about our future together, always complimented me, did nice things for me all the time. He did none of that now.
He decided it wasnt working a few weeks ago (i already knew that). But im so devastated. i feel so unatractive right now. I feel like the one person who used to love me more than anything i got rid of, needless to say i am very angry at myself and feel like i will never find "the one" now, and he may have been "the one". Sorry i was suppose to make this short, but i really need some advice. my self esteem is going out the window and everyday i hope and pray that i will meet someone just so i can get over him and make me feel better about myself again. Any advice?