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|Fri, 06-27-2003 - 6:35pm|
I need to know if I am too messed up or worth saving. I have been married for 12 years, but I don't feel loved. I don't know if it is me or him. I have been having trouble lately feeling this way. It hurts because he is the only man I have ever kissed in my life and the only man I have been with. The only man I have ever had a date with. In school I was the weird girl and nobody wanted anything to do with me. No boy ever payed any attention to me. I meet my husband my senior year of high school and we married after I graduated from college. I am old enough to be past all of this, but I still think I missed out on things. I have never felt desirable to anyone really. How do I get passed these feelings and move on with life and why do I feel the need to be wanted?