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|Wed, 07-02-2003 - 4:14pm|
I got myself involved (via personal ads) with a 22 year old youth pastor, who is newly diagnosed bipolar, back in January 2002. We chatted for awhile, went out in June 2002, then he moved 8 hours away. We started talking on the phone in December 2002 (he got my number one morning when we were chatting online). He must have been "manic" because he called non-stop for months. Then, everything started crumbling in late March, April. It started back up again in May - with him calling, calling, calling (manic again?) and I went to visit him. Disaster. He is so back and forth it makes my head spin - yet he turns EVERYTHING around on me and refuses to take responsibility for anything. After my visit he stopped calling and I got upset and sent some emails telling him so. He backed off even more and accused me of being the problem. I told him today I will let him go.
I just need a support group to help me not beat myself up. Thanks for listening. I am in therapy and it's helping but I would like some "online friends" too.